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Christmas Eve

Planned on clubbing whole nite wih sis and friends, met er at 2100 and realise JV cant get in cos no ID...since it was early... we went home to get and headed down to PLAY again,, guess wad? when we reached backit was already 2300 LONG QUEUE was at the entrance.. we waited almost 30 min to our turn and UESS wad again?My ezlink card was not accepted.. ^$&%^%*...walk off afterthat.. sigh...was so upset to know that we plans was ruined twice.. we walked and walked until we reached raffles place circular rd tcc and finally settled for a beautiful supper..
i think it was destinated for us not to get in la.. the place was crowded with striaghts and gays.. and wad else can a lesbian couple do there? nothing lo.. i'd rather have my Christmas eve with the person i love than brushing shoulders with strangers..(cant eat grapes says grape sour) haha..

i'm happy for you with Cecilia.. :) keep on loving..

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New Year Revolution 09

I'm gg for Lasik surgery soon.. finally can get rid of glasses after wearing 16 yrs.. after tt i wont be so blur le.. believe tt vision poor makes a person very sleepy and oblivious of life.. this is really something man..but first must go for consultation..$157-- $250.*sweats*

paying for my own insurance also.. *50 per month.. *double sweat*

fitness classes $75 3 monthly..* triple sweats*

lastly $14K SIM bachelor in communication/bachelor in chinese studies *SWEATS*

next yr might be spending alot sia.. everyone turning 21.. dunno how i'm spending my 21.. Chalet? or Buffet? Or???

I need some advice... share w me how are u gg to spend ur 21st bday.. hope it would be a special one haaas.. *shy*

AS usual my yearly Revolution would be
1) silm down.. 5 kg would be nice..
2) save up and
3) be happy..

here's a note to anyone who might be curious w my facebook profile r.s w JV..
i'm not single.. we're still very loving together in fact we've been travelling to and fro from our family and relative's event every now and then kinda makes it 2 family for us.. haas..
i only removed it from profile since there are some of my colleague and homophobic friends in it.. so going to keep our r.s as low as possible..

Michael Jackson - Thriller

The Mom Song

LOL...

Holy Holiday

Frozen Vokda Anyone?

Or maybe just a silly snowman?
Guilty as charged for not blogging for a thousand while.

Been really busy with holiday for the whole of Nov. Travelling to and fro Malaysia with Jayvern with her family then mine. It was pure pleasure. and if you know me i am always trying to do something new every time i go aboard to make it easier for the mind to remember.

21-24 Nov went to Cameron Highland with Jayvern and relative. Really fun and enjoyable trip with the 11 of us. did a little last min shopping at KL Time Sq.

the following week we went KL again this time with my family.. It was mom's idea to invite JV along hee... We went to a secluded hotspring (filled with sulphur which damn my skin really bad for a few weeks) and fish spa. I am never going to step foot in the fish tank again! DISGUSTING. i would rather throw my 18 bucks in the bin than to let those fish bite my foot. They're like piranha fish waiting to feed on your toes... Uh uh no way am i letting you crossbreed piranha guppy eat my toes away.. Noooooot again !

It feels like massage chair... good for ppl with bad stinky foot..

That was 2 mondays ago.. This monday... Hari Raya Haji... Me JV and Gavin went to Downtown east another holiday spot. Jv lost her wallet the other day when we were planning to go Jurong East swimming pool. We went back home instead sulking about the lost of all her possession. But we made it all up today. WWW and Kbox and Bolt how great is that? Despite the rain we managed to finish all the slides and highlight.

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I know you like my present :)

I know you do...

Beautiful Midvalley.

Oh ya in case you're wondering how am i doing other than holiday.. It would be this 3 wonderful words silm,read,work.

YouTube Live '08 - Full Show

Up next week ppl!

YouTube Live '08 - Full Show

Up next week ppl!

Das Experiment: Black Box - Trailer TVC

Went to watch Das Experiment

Worth every single penny i had paid for.
Real Live Gun effect and blood.. gosh the gun shot took my guts away... dint sleep well last nite...
Edric and the producer claude Grandi was acting ma omg.. Claude is so talented and shuai!! haaas i accidentally wrote " it was an eye opener for me " after i praised him for his new hair cut and acting almost naked in front of the audiences..

way to go..
but the ending was as Jv says abrupt... wish it wasnt so highly tensed, very engaging.. i was choking to see how they suffered in the prision.. it's like too afraid to cry in case the guards saw us... the scene of all of them eating like a dog is still fresh in my mind.. my god... it must be very hard for them emotionally to participate in this show..

anw saw most of them on tv commercials like the starhub guy and the macdonald where's my ronaldo signature guy.. and of cos Jonanthan Lim the crazy over power villian of the show.. he acted so well!!!! made me so afraid to even breathe in his presence..

i was surprised by how the roles were being switched from the troublemaker to the hero and the genna bullied to the evil power-eating villian/guard. it darkens the role of people we knew/ thought were suppose to be good. eg. prisoners n guards.. when you're in power, you dont care about anything.. your mind is blurred so were your actions..you know you're wrong and yet u do it.. when u do it u feel the adrenline rush.. and u got away with it.. after that you want it again.. It's like a roller coaster ride.. up and down and u want it again.. it's never ending hide and seek...

Prisoners were 1st made to sleep handcuffed outside their cells. 2nd scrub oneself with mopping water. 3rd made to skip and sing around an injuried mate. 4th made to verbally harassing one another. 5th shaven off hair. 6th clean toilets with own dresses. 7th beaten up violently by guards.

eew.. violent.. but it excited me! muahas..

is this normal?

Another Cinderella Story-New Classic*OFFICIAL*

DREW SEELEY!!!!!!!

A never ending story.

You and I.

Sweet blossoms from me to you.

I need to be polite and nice again.

Keeping my fingers cross on all the F words i've said.

Today We Can change!

Have you smiled to someone today?
Have you compliment someone today?
Have you tell someone you love them today?
Have you do your best today?
Have you scold/said somethings that you dont mean today?
Have you hurt someone today?
Have you think of someone today?
Have you praised yourself today?

Which is the hardest?
i think it's the last one for me...

I hate myself...for not growing up....yet....

Breaking Free Live in HSM Concert Mexico

Andrew Seeley sings better than Zac Efron la... Zac's voice is mixed with Andrew's in HSM Breaking free lo... Abit bluff ppl hor?

Aaron Carter The new Era 2008

our little boy has grown up!

12th Nov

Hi everyone sorry last min amendment.
Pls come on 12th Nov for JV's chalet on the day itself... thanks!!

Malaysia

Hi Everyone


Jayvern's birthday is on 12th Nov. We'll be having a chalet at downtown east on the 13th Nov. If cant come down please leave her a birthday message on friendster or facebook ya? Can find her thru me frienster if cannot load this page...
http://profiles.friendster.com/user.php?uid=16376424


if not leave in cbox here < <>

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and to my Freaking lesbian Sis too on the 11th Nov...

Cow Surrounded by scorpiosss

Love you two lottsss.... of cos you know i love you more right heee...

Pissed

He says i'm rude!
Am i rude?
Mother F******!!! Son of a B*****!! B****** of the underground!
This is rude.

Worse than a rat.

This is rude.

Wadever~ ~

This is rude.

It's 515pm and i'm still rushing for my last report! And Fuck this has to happen.

Auntie (refer to as A) came and ask me about my promo.
It's like... of all times!?!

I'm not to be disturbed! And fuck this has to happened.. I swear i was sooo fucking pissed now that i could rip all papers i see. It was already running for the 3rd time already and she has to come and correct everything i write.

And fuck myself for sounding pissed and frustrated.
And fuck my desk has to be right in front of THE BOSS (in future refered to as TB)
And fuck the world for creating things like politness and rudness.

And yes, i wad called into the office and got a scolding for being rude to A. WTF! GNNBCJB! Just the right time.

TB: i really cannot stand younger ones disrespecting the older ones.
TB: Even when u're angry you should not direct all the frustration at the INNOCENT.
TB: i know sometimes they're abit naggy. In fact very naggy. but you also have to give her the respect. she's ur elder. just bear with her lo. Please change ur attitude. thanks

My attitude. and that irritating thanks is so hard on the ears. Seriously la..

I seriously dunno what i'm angry with. I'm simply blaming everyone right now. But i know i am the one to be blame.. this fucking temper just wont control itself. So angry until cant eat dinner..
I just cant find somewhere to dump my anger. (讽刺的是，我还在周刊里教人如何“正确”地发泄心中的怒火）

Kept calling Jv, her voice always smoothes my moods. *winks*

But still upset. suddenly wants to cry. cos dunno how to manage emotions. too angry but dunno what to do..that's when ppl start crying.. it did occur but i suck them back.. no.. too easy.. cannot cry so easily..

After that want to go gym work out. Den i realised i dun have running shoes.. F****. in the end went to buy sports shoes..

The flying Dutchman says: Failure is what takes to build a character.
Nice.. Now i need something to manage my attitude.. any help?

Last to reach out to my friends: Am i rude?

Just ranting

老板说他看不懂我的华语。

天啊。。不想干了。。

萧亚轩新歌：类似爱情。 我写道：这首歌萧亚轩的唱法有点类似莫文尉的《爱情》，不知是否因而取名《类似爱情》。

他说他看不懂。

真的表达那么差吗？

http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=455214749

偶然发现这篇报道。
你看见我的名字了吗？

went out with Spab for Peisi Bday celebration today @J8.. everything seemed to change.. I'm like more aware of our behaviour than last time.. that freak me out.. we went to watch My Bestfriend's girl and i mistook Jason Bigg as Adam Sandler.. What am i getting into now? I'm trying to work my way thru this industry and i still get jab in the eye with the truth.. Who am i kidding?!

So what working in the media very big deal ar? I wish i can be like him.. But you know the saying the higher u climb.. the lonelier u get.. do i really want to climb this ladder??

I wan to go all out to get myself a rank.. at least a recognition in the media world.. but i dont wan to neglect my family n friends.. i dont think i'm behaving like myself anymore.. i dont laugh like i usually do.. the most a little giggle.. gosh.. life is changing so fast.. all i can do is nod and smile at every joke..

Someone told me Being in control is the most important thing in Media.. People dont want to see a camera shy.. lack of confident person .. no one wants to believe or even listen to him.. i need a guide to balance..

*cries*give my life back!

Updates for sept 08

Sorry sorry didnt blog for awhile.. 

Let's see this time i would like to talk about things tat you might be interested to know 1st.. and subsequently next important, and so on and so froth..

Work:

All is well.. got good times and bad times.. Good time: boss like you. side with you. Bad times: Writer complain about you. You dun get to do any writing.

A new writer from NP mass comm came last week---Louis Teo who happened to be  2 yrs older and is Weiting's friend.. How coincident.. every colleague i have is somehow related to her.. LOL.. Got quite a few movie preview that i went to.. Recent one is Painted skin which is quite nice.. boss sat beside me with his friend david.. so throughout the show dun dare to chew nachos.. scare noisy.. haas.. have to wait till alot of fighting scenes den noisily crush the cheesy bits.. Oh and i saw Jun wei.. haha 

(acted abit hesterical when i saw him.. quickly msg him included all the exclamation marks for every sentence.. in the end he reply.. 

:) 

yes a smiley face..only..

....

but he did reply me next day to tell me he dint want to turn in case ppl think he looking for 715.. lol.. *note along media line.. do not act hesterically in front of old familiar faces.. you'd look like a fool..*

Feel that my brain is slowing down my actions and stuff.. something is really wrong with my reaction.. getting slower..

company did air con grilling today so yest we had to cover out tables with newspaper.. here's how my desk look.. Before

After..

Now moving on to

Relationship :

My family is getting used to the idea of Jayvern coming to my hse often le.. They even invited her over for dinner on Mon.. Probably had accepted us ba... haa dunno..

we even went for yoga classes together.. haahs! 

 but i guess it's a good thing?? We celebrated zhong qiu together.. Dad bro Jv and me.. Mom asked her to join us for our end of yr malaysia shopping trip.. Woot!

Clubbing w winnie: Ya it was held at zouk.. abit too singapore sia.. all law by law.. no smoking, no entering, no girls in guy's toilet.. kaoz.. maybe they should loosen up everything if they wan ppl to let their hair down in places like this??? 

Lastly.. Today.. Had visions to wear lidat.. 

in the end went suntec saw someone else (malaysian) wearing same thing.. Kaoz.. 1st day wear 1st day dio.. ganna paiseh.. oh here goes my sat nite..   

 双皮奶+北京饺子。。。only place in singapore that make better 双皮奶than our zucc 北秀 one.. is the one at TOA Payoh.. it's specially made by chef.. not on menu.. hees !

Sis! we still had a great time there didnt we? AS in we only heee~

Herstory event

http://www.herstory.ws/events/event.php?eid=24

any one else going?

Kbox

There's a new outlet of KBOX at ehub downtown east on the 5th level. Air con super cold.. it's a great mall for all chalet-ers..

double date with jie and gf today 7-1130pm.. haaas.. really damn enjoyable.. love eevery bit of it.. but sis and gf damn fast tired... (must be the flu they caught from me) haas.. sis in the end went home alone.. and weili wanted to stay and wait for cab with us.. really very nice person.. haas.. but we chase her home.. tml still got work somemore.. if not i'll sing until 2.. sing until throat gone..

aiya sis she's a good catch u knoe.. better treasure properly.. i'll side her if u bully her ar...lol..kla will help u abit since u speak up for me oso haha..

dont regret things that u take for grant. never take anything for granted. be contented.

What Kind of office gossip are you?

Let's face it: People like to talk ... especially about each other. And at work, dishing about co-workers is part of almost every corporate culture, at least to a certain extent. After all, if you spend eight hours or more each day with the same people, you're bound to swap stories with your colleagues from time to time.

For the most part, these casual conversations are healthy, leading to stronger work relationships and improved camaraderie. Then again, co-workers who spread ugly rumors or gossip can negatively affect the office environment and create friction.

Following are five common types of office gossips you may encounter in your career and tips on how to deal with them:

The Tape Recorder.

You confess to a colleague that you're worried about your supervisor, who hasn't been very focused the last three weeks and has been coming in late to work. Later that day, like a game of office telephone, you hear a version of your story from a different co-worker, and it's not hard to figure out the source. The Tape Recorder takes your confidential conversations and plays them back to everyone in the office. The person's motivation is often to feel important or "in the know" rather than any malicious intent.

You need to be on your toes when interacting with this person. Keep conversations focused on business projects and tasks. Small talk is fine, but anything you want to stay private, whether it's about an upcoming date or your unhappiness with a new project, should not be shared with this individual.

The Marathoner

This is the co-worker who shows up at your desk and, even if you're busy, insists on sharing all of the "juicy" news she's heard -- about a colleague, a co-worker's sister and even friends of friends you've never met. She will gossip over coffee in your cube that morning, bring up more information when you run into her in the break room and then try to engage you again when you both exit the building that night.

Your best approach with the Marathoner is to cut her off at the pass: Try to change the subject when there is a pause in the conversation. You can also simply say you're busy at the moment and need to concentrate on your work. If you do this enough, she'll get the hint. If you have to talk to her for a business purpose, get the information you need and politely tell her you must get back to your projects.

The Double Agent

This individual plays both sides. He gossips to you about the boss, then turns around and talks to the boss about you -- and he'll exhibit the same behavior with your colleagues. Unfortunately, a Double Agent's secret is not usually revealed until you get burned by something you've shared with him.

It's best not to voice negative feelings about an individual or the company to this person. In fact, be very circumspect in what you tell a Double Agent, as he may even take a casual remark and twist it out of context. If you've had a run-in with a Double Agent, your best course of action is to have a straightforward conversation with him about his actions. He may not change, but he'll know you won't be an easy target.

The Scent Hound

This individual shows up seeking information when the office is abuzz with speculation. For example, after a high-ranking employee has left the company, the official word from management is that the job will be awarded to an internal employee. This has been the only official word, though, and the Scent Hound is looking for more.

When dealing with the Scent Hound, your best move is to avoid guessing games. For example, if this co-worker asks you about the open position, answer honestly. Say that you have no idea who will get the job, but you know that whoever it is will be well qualified for the role. Most of all, avoid playing along by speculating about the situation. More information will just encourage the Scent Hound to dig deeper.

The Complainer

This person regularly discusses his grievances with you -- and everyone else in the office. While it's natural to vent when you are frustrated, there's a difference between confiding in someone you trust and routinely complaining to anyone who will listen. This individual makes sharing candid thoughts a hobby: One week, he's unhappy with Joe in accounting; the next he's surprised by the subpar performance of Liz in marketing.

Since the Complainer thrives on interacting with other complainers, your best tactic is to resist engaging in the conversation when this colleague starts talking about his latest target. You'll feed the fire if you say that you've also had issues with Joe in accounting, for example. You'll likely take the wind out of the Complainer's sails, however, if you begin talking about the positive attributes of the individual he's discussing.

When it comes to office gossip, think of how you'd like others to respond to hearsay about you. Diplomatically avoiding the workplace rumor mill is a good way to show your colleagues, and your manager, that you are trustworthy, dependable and professional.

--from MSN career

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Story Filed Wednesday, July 16, 2008 - 5:58 PM

Handwriting discover personality write-up (edited)

Welcome Jingxian Yeo, here is your handwriting analysis.

Jingxian has difficulty making decisions. Her mind changes constantly. She lives in an emotional tug of war. Jingxian could be described like a thermometer. Today warm and friendly, yet tomorrow she may be distant and cold, not wanting to be close to anyone.
Some research indicates that people with a severe variety in the slant of their handwriting have an inability to tolerate sugar and are suffering the side-effects of too much sugar in their diet. If moods swings are a reoccurring issue, investigate the diet.

If Jingxian encounters a situation she cannot handle she frequently pulls into herself. She feels her emotions are secure if she is withdrawn. When she has solved the problem she can be very outgoing and again need other people's companionship. Some see Jingxian as very moody, but it it would be more accurate to say she has two complete personalities that she chooses depending on the circumstance. This type of person is often hard to understand because no one knows what personality she is exhibiting today. She may not be bothered by something one minute, then the next minute become upset at the same thing. It is very difficult to pin down Jingxian's emotional expressiveness.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Jingxian doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Jingxian is talkative. She enjoys talking and socializing. She may talk when there is absolutely nothing important to say. She enjoys speaking.

Jingxian is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Jingxian learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Jingxian is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she cannot handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Jingxian is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Jingxian basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Jingxian is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Jingxian has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Jingxian has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Jingxian fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Jingxian has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life.

The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Jingxian seems a bit stuck in the middle,>NOT< afraid to take action. <---See me!

Jingxian seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Jingxian on a team, because Jingxian will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Jingxian if she is not careful.

Dirtying myself

Global Personality Test Results

Stability (40%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness (36%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion (63%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

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I am so disgusting... People keep away from me.. I'm the villian of villians...

Big and small

Indignation Sg talk about gay pride and threatre play and topics really excites me tonight. Just came back from the talk. Saw 阿亮, my boss(who was one of the actor), and 柯思仁makes me really happy.. they're really talented threatre practioners.. Really admire them alot..haaa... they were classmates in uni (ahliang n boss)...

The play is conducted by Indignation Fridae. and u can see many grown men educated high status men who least like gay telling you they've partners and had lived together since for ten years..

This play is a read aloud renactment of the 1st chinese RA rated play , the 1st few which touches on gay topics back in 1992.

What i really like is the way they put it.. Most ppl who attended this play is homosexuals. The heteorsexuals are the minorities.. for once! it makes me breathe there u know... we feel accepted.. haha yes other than gays there're alot of of lesbians too handing the cameras photography.. Most of the receptionist are lesbians.. lol.. Me n Jayvern are the only youngest couple there i guess.. haas..

At the end of the play read aloud, there was a small discussion and interactive time for audiences and the directors and actors.. Everything was gg well until this straight china woman start asking question. First she directed at the play.. which was completely acceptable.. asking if the play would re-enact again in future and what other elements and factors would they consider if they want to re-enact.. totally understandable..

but she go on to blab about some ****ing unrelated things about homosexual in the society in which many of our faces start to turn black..


1) the reason why singapore has become a breeding ground for homosexuals is because we have too many same sex school instead of mixed school (?!)

2) another reason to tigger this phenomenon is because it's becoming a trend and ppl are being influence by their peers. ( ok fine i've affected a few of my peers before they come to me for advice i dun think i've affected them enough to make them love someone.. that's impossible)

3) these people are homosexual because they got hurt by the opposite sex before that's why many in fact most of them turn gay... (!!!!!!!!!!?????!!!!!!!!!!)

how many of you seriously thinks that this are the reasons we turn gay???

i dont turn gay because it's a trend.. i m from mixed school.. yes i have a bf before when i was 16 after my first crush rejected me...

everyone has their way of living.. i'm just living my own.. ok fine.. some ppl maybe turn gay because of the 3 reason above.. but it's just sterotyping u know...

i'm soo agitated because i've been ask this question soo many times over and over until i'm so fed up and this ****ing woman pop up and asked this stupid question again.. it's like asking a straight why u like men? why u like this person?? why u like to have a p**** stuck up ur v***** and have their s**** swim in your body??? why cant you have d**d* instead?!

Homosexual is not about sexuality! You B*tch!!
Bloody do your homework before you open your mouth and comment on us.... *throw her out*

Blog from office

Human Mirror
For our latest mission, we filled a subway car with identical twins, creating a human mirror.
http://improveverywhere.com/
date added:July 6


Prank Musical @ Airport
http://www.spike.com/video/prank-musical-in/2987070

我不想[炫耀]了

科技日新月异，真地把世界的距离拉近了吗？还是方便我们这些想站出来发言却又不想承担发言后的后果的人？有些话只能通过键盘发表。可能害怕/害羞面对对方？还是担心得罪对方？简单的一两句谢谢突然之间好像很难表达。要怎么说他才不会觉得我的敷衍？要说什么他才真懂我的心意？我们人是不是进化得连表达都变得原始了？

从小养成的霸道成为现今大人们的遗憾。做错事还理直气壮的对你翻白眼。这是理所当然的吗？在陌生人的生日派对上，因为口渴就随便拿别人的饮料来喝。被发现了还理直气壮对我说：：“噢，不可以喝阿？”之后转身到隔壁店买了杯冰水放我面前。像要炫耀自己不是穷得要偷水喝似的。他看起来才11岁。

人与人之间的沟通变得很复杂了。一直以来我被这种无形的压迫感困惑。我不知道如何表达自己了。

每当好友或亲人问起工作时，我真不知该如何回答。实话实说，感觉很嚣张。谦虚一点，又很假。我该怎么回答呢？

妈千嘱咐万交待叫我不要说我的职位；我说：我通常只说我是个跑腿的。她*说要就敢敢炫耀一番，反正你是真的那么棒！我说：那不是我。

烦阿！

八月是新加坡戏剧节。有很多好戏在国家图书馆上演。

想说：[预知详情，看我在i写的cityguide.]

最后还是：[---]什么都不想说了。

很想回到小时候，永远活在梦与回忆里。和你。:)

Three day

Finally ganna scolding today by boss cos i nv tell him where i'm gg.. i think the auntie got something to do with it lo.. purposely one..

totally disgusted by hypocrites.. lol these are big ones in the media... eee.. i must learn to be one oso.. wear the hypocrite mask at work.. after work den take off..

after tt boss asks me and auntie to tear off all unnecessary confidential papers.. how confidential?

the ones u write in to apply for jobs.. tt bad..

ganna scolded for using msn at work ganna warn to come before 9 i only later than 9 once lo..
ganna scolded for not handing in my work on time.. funny leh ask me to do so many things den tell me to hand in on time.. haa.. kla the most next time stay back do for u lo..

aiya i'm gonna do my best for all can le u like u take u dun like dun take..

yesterday gone for press conference.. took down alot of notes in the end editor asks someone else to write.. the one who guide me to write.. heng got ask her before i start content.. wrote abit opening le.. but haiz have to delete lo..

somebody help me pls!

Singapore Flyer

Yup i'm gg to take it with Jayvern's family haha! Singapore Flyer~!

Looking sooooo forward to it lo!! and the tiger beer brewery and the beautiful sentosa~~ oh my sentosa~~ haaas.. crazy.woman.me.

den next day go sentosa with neh.. and dogsssssssssssss!
what a great weekend! love it! filled with fun laughter and joy.. Peace ppl!
( Just realised it's been quite a long long while since i write in english.. everyday write chinese like everyday got homework to do lol.. and the editors are my teachers.. they treat me v nice la.. but still got gap lo.. ) <-- likes those days in Panpac~ MISS WELINGER ehh come pei me here la.. haaas.. yvonne here and yvonne there is soo diff!! @.@

MISS ALOT OF MY FRIENDS ! AND YOU TOO!

----analyse----

It's the 7th Month soon ppl! Me n Jayvern's 3rd Anniversary coming.. maybe we should celebrate on the sg flyer? haas

couldnt go meet jemin they all today cos gg out lo.. sadly but.. oh well there's still many other chances right? haaas..

meeting spab next week for a great steamboat dinner! haaas.. but mom dun let me stay over night leh.. just have fun k after that pls let me go home~~ haha!

Sis i cant wait for ur bday la!!! meet up again for steamboat or buffet k? haas this time our treat! haaas!

daphne.. (dont think you see my blog often but if you do..) hope u and ur bf stay long loving lol.. dun worry me and my gf are alright.. haaas forever loving de..

Miss my azabu friends.. but like very hard to find them le.. cos got diff schedule ma.. funny ar they give me extra for my last pay.. ( maybe they know i gg i weekly work wan to stuff my mouth haa!)

Ppl keep me alive and young pls.. i'm becoming someone older cos of all the aunties at work.. haizz.. i need young blood pls!! the editors are sucking my youth away!! haaas...

oh my beloved baby boyboy this is dedicted to you! --> 8====3

Blogs

Jet 易is veyr nice person la! he's charming in the sense that he talk alot.. and quite meaningful.. and his thinking is like me *buddhist* haaas not all loyal but kinda have the same faith.. oh well his so are really home made haha..

once again for those not in the line..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EjlyrEmYKyY&feature=related nice song k.. haaas

even though he's still not well known in singapore. i think his time will come la.. he's the 1st artist i eat dinner with la! thanks to meiwen i get to go through the interview and food tasting with him haaas... i'm very thankful for that.

there's more left installed for me..

I really think that the more i gain at work, the lesser friends i'm gonna get. haa.. looking at things now.. yes.. i think so.. (thanks sis for the fabulous sushi and icecream dinner)

My FREAKY SIS

Yes i love you too sis!

LOL our FLSL (freaking L** Sisterly LOVE)

haaaas!

I weekly

Did my first few articles this week.. next week will have more.. and i'm drying up of ideas soon.. So scared la!!!

Thanks to Sharon for comforting me the other day. i dint know SPH was so much worse. I think i can never survive there!

Just knew that my post is actually an admin post.. sadly.. haas.. but i get to do writeups for the mag so good enough la.. Still not use to staring at the com for such long hours.. Sorting emails.. Surfing event list and wait for email.. Rush translation article.. Eyes is dropping..

Wondering how everyone else is doing... Missing those days in our china bunk.. Thinking about the days in Panpac with Weilinger.. It's soo much memorable!! Can gossip!! haaas but now it's me only and an very kpo auntie.. and 2 good colleague who bring me ard help me with stuff.. haaas

I think Jv is right i AM very naive. Ppl give me things to eat or do nice things to me den i'll feel in debt to them.. Dumb sia.. haaas.. I'll be careful of wolves like that in future.. from now on

Maybe too tired le.. Cant think properly.. Need a big from all this chaos.. ahhh media.. media media wad a contradiction.
My headache is most ppl's LEISURE!

Updates

Did i mention i went to Genting for a few days with Jayvern and family?
Anyway it was.. erm.. last week la.. haaas.. it was great =) though i was still recovering from the sickening stomache.. gotta take pills to keep my stomach from regurgitating all the food out from the other side.. talk about 一飞冲天..

Anyone understand wat i'm typing?

I was told not once.. but quite a few times that i couldnt write properly.. and ppl dun understand what i'm writing..

Issit true???? Or issit cos there's a generation gap?? Is OS a common word?? I heard quite a few people use it already.. even on taiwan national tv.. but boss tell me i shouldnt make up words like that when writing for Mag.. =_=

For those who's still Out of the Picture.. OS is something like Own Speech.. for example.
I'm sitting beside someone with body odour.. I'll say----

OS: 好臭啊！到底有没有洗澡的！
K.. this is OS...

Gosh.. I was told off for quite a few things.. That i normally couldnt and wouldnt have done! Sentence structure.. Typo!.. Sentence coordination.. God.. See what the ice cream job did to me!!! haaas... I feel so small and out at work lo.. everyone's like so IN and so updated with everything.. There's so much to learn and so little time to improve..

"There's a price to pay for all the luxuary"

---high price...
But i must admit the welfare for all Mediacorp empolyee is sooo damn good that makes u go *uhhuhuhhuhhuh*!

One part of me feels that i've done CHS proud.. One part of me is OS-ing "Now what i've got mysef into? Swamp or Quicksand?
Like one of my colleague Meiwen say..

“混口饭吃”，大家都是跑腿的……

now i'm doing Kbox for Iweekly.. and most probably a few more other portion of the mag in weeks to come..

Pray hard hard hard that i'll get my things right! ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!

Last min freak

I'm so freaking out last min.. tml gotta work le..now flipping thru yr1-yr3 work.. just iron my clothes.. y so gan jiong!

Mediacorp provide quite good benefits for his empolyees..

Wish me luck wish me luck wish me luck!

i wan to sleep le.. yawns...

*stomach growl*

Had a great day with you=)

Discovery

张芸京

《超级偶像》

someone who do us proud...

very shuai.. even me and gf got attracted to her..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4U-ckl9BxCA

haaa... so rare hor to hear me say someone else shuai.. god...

this stomache must have temporary paralaze my brain cells..

Down with Food Poisoing

来了又去，去了又来
高凌风对儿子的教导：病从口入，祸从口出

这次真的怕了。
肚子疼了一个星期
又是吃药又是针灸
最后到了“末期”
眼看两天后就要出国了
还没好，赶快
到医院检查

医生检查后
不屑的眼神告诉我
没什么
开点药你吃就好
翻白眼
吃了一星期的白粥
挨了一星期的酸痛
花了百多块
因一时的贪念
和一盘炸得香脆可口多汁的
“蚝仔煎”

Translation

Shucks.. last tues happily went to chomp chomp eat Oyster (the thought of it makes me wanna puke!)

Wed stomache damn jialat.. diarrhea and vomit.. went to Western Doc.. after tt doc say nvm nothing much just minor food poisoning.. and he gave me some prescription.. sat still not ok.. go acupuncture.. 18 needles.. phew.. after tt really ok le.. at night after a bowl of maggie.. pain again.. in the end one whole week eat plain porridge with mamite.. haizz

finally went to kk hospital checkup..
doc 1st question was: have u had sex recently? or before?

OMG!

mom's beside me..
haha "NO~"

now ok le lo.. can eat solid food liao..

tml gg genting with her~ yay! but still weak..
MUST take good care of me k? haaas!

photo photo

Miss Paying who's always into Alexandra Wang.

She taught me to do this when working with May.. Sort spoons to Kill boredoom..

Our favourite guy "YS"








Yea i took this from his friendster and paste as cashier's wallpaper wahaas!























Best Picnic for Ah Boy and Cashy Boy








And here's ah boy's mom.. *playing with sparkers*




Yesterday was my last day opening shop alone.. heees.. so i got myself a helper..

Thanks for the help on orange!

You* are great!

thankyou!

Last day ON SAT

My sup is a funny person.. say fri give me off.. ask me work till SUN.. den give me sun off..
(-_-)

so my last day is on SAT 21st June.. Come for free ice cream on Mon - THURS k? haaas..

Ending of Icecream job

Last day of Icecream on 22nd June (SUN) Plaza Singapura B2 Azabu Sabo /.\


三个月的时光匆匆流逝。3 months = 1/4 of a year = 1/350 of a life.

不知不觉已卖了上千只冰淇淋。一个月的训练+一个月的享受+一个月的辛苦 =凑成了我在麻布茶房工作的日子。百感交集，认识的人来了来，去的去。感觉就像自己扮演冰淇淋妹的角色过了一生。人与是非，世事难料。友谊和敌视只有一线（一事（一句话））之差。我和伙伴们的友谊就建立在彼此的打闹中。也许当初选择着份工作的原因是为了加强我的自信，加强与人的沟通方式，和待人处事行为。试问大家是否以见证我的进步了？

可能是自己要求低于别人，往往会让人误会自己懒惰。和一位洁癖工作狂工作，觉得自己不够干净不够整齐，和一位万事都要比你强的人，感觉自己很笨。

人们会凭自己的直觉对待你。要猜透他们的心思，才能知道自己应该扮演什么角色。

即将踏入新的工作岗位，感动。期待。

i-weekly

god.. i'm blogging this just as i've recieved a call from jie qi.. i've gotten through the interview and got myself a assistant editor's job at mediacorp i weekly!!!!
sooo happy~!

just as i hand in my resignation form today to christine.. i cut my middle finger and had to go to the doctor's haaas... 3 days off with claimable medical expenses.. happy la..

give me a reason y i shouldnt cut my finger! haaas.. happy~!

He Cried

His Name is YS.. He was the malaysian guy i'm talking abt.. As most of u who had came to visit me at PS probably seen him before..

The idiot, the not so good looking guy, the want to win win guy. the horse-fart-demon.

He was being transferred to taka because of the PSP incident. Yesterday he came looking for me, we had lunch together, he called icecreamboss cheng.. saying he wanna quit if he dun return us 100 bucks.. and the boss said: "quit den quit lo" that made him speechless.. and after that his eyes turn red with tears..

he told me he wanted to quit and leave singapore.. he look like a little boy being bullied..at first i dint think he would weep in front of me.. he's a guy u know.. but wow.. he did.. at this age.. he's the first guy to cry in front of me.. suddenly his giant ego sizzle like air escaping from a full blown balloon..

I wont say he's gay.. I think that's the real him.. his real feeling.. i think i can understand..

The feeling of being let down by someone whom you thought was appreciating you all this while.

That's the end i guess..

Fu*ked up

Collegues got caught for playing PSP over counter..
http://www.hungrygowhere.com/singapore/azabu_sabo_plaza_singapura/

and all full timers monthly bonus got deducted.. i'm not even there working.. and i gotten into this shit.. seriously man.. i think there's something gg on in there that i do not wan to question.. there's no law in this case since he deducted the so-called-good-performance-bonus of hundred bucks.. some of them were underpaid.. while others got malign for things they nv did..

yea.. heck them.. i'm just an ordinry hardworking(!!) *beam* worker of AZ and this kind of shit landed on me.. and how funny.. the rats are still out there when the cat caught the sqeaky pseudo.. and the pseudo had his head cut off and hanged as parade..

should i persue the matter or leave it alone and treat it as a hundred bucks to charity?

i think i should leave the company..

说“我爱你”(extracted from 张琼's space)

看了好友的my space上写的日记，觉得挺不错的，又带点浪漫，呵呵，希望与大家分享。



爱不容易,而一辈子对一个人说我爱你更不容易.然而爱存在,这絮叨不止的"我爱你"相信也一直存在.为朋友祈祷,有爱在身边的要珍惜值得你用一辈子去说这3个字的人.还未寻到爱的要寻寻觅觅,直至有人愿用一生对你说出这3个字.



5岁的时候，我说我爱你。你歪着脑袋，眨着水晶般的大眼睛， 疑惑地问我：“什么意思呀？”



15岁的时候，我说我爱你，你的脸红得像火烧云，头深深地低下头，摆弄著衣襟，你好像在笑。



20岁的时候，我说我爱你，你把头靠在我的肩上，紧紧地挽住我的手臂，像是下一秒我就要消失一样。



25岁的时候，我说我爱你， 你把早餐放在桌上，跑过来刮了一下我的鼻子说： “知道了!懒虫，该起床了！”



30岁的时候，我说我爱你， 你笑着说：“你呀！要是真的爱我，就别下了班到处跑， 还有，别再忘了我叫你买的菜！”



40岁的时候，我说我爱你， 你边收拾碗筷边无表情的嘟囔着： “行了，行了，快去给孩子复习功课去吧！”



50岁的时候，我说我爱你，你打着毛线头也不抬：“真的？你心里是不是巴不得我早点儿死掉。” 然后就咯咯咯地笑个不停。



60岁的时候，我说我爱你，你笑着捶了我一拳： "死老头子! 孙子都这么大了，还贫嘴!



70岁的时候，我们坐在摇椅上，戴着老花镜， 欣赏着50年前我给你的情书， 我们已经布满皱纹的手又握在了一起， 那时侯我说我爱你， 你深情地望着我， 其实你那已经皱纹满面的脸仍是那么美丽…… 炉子上的开水咕嘟咕嘟地冒烟, 温馨的暖意充满了整个屋子........



80岁的时候，你说你爱我。 我什么也没说，因为我流泪了， 但是那是我人生最最快乐的日子， 因为你终于说出了那句“我—爱—你”

Graduation

Tml's my poly grad.. sunno how to feel.. sad and happy at the same time haas.. last reuion as ahneh put it.. haa.. china life recap eh? lol... 3 yrs of fun and tears.. yea we've all grown so much..
i'll miss all teachers and friends.. life in NP's really great!

sis just finish o level chinese.. reminded me of my own experience.. met my fel jie in between O levels haas so we're like 5 yrs of sisterhood haaa!

now gtta carry on down the road of life alone again.. still in a mist..

Shopping at malaysia anyone?

I wan to go malaysia for a shopping day with you~



PLS grant me a HOLIDAY! i wan to travel, shanghai/beijing/malaysia/thailand/batam anywhere!!

KAOXzz

i was being photographed by some idiotic old man and he wans to press charges against my company!

i was serving customer ma.. den he stand behind take pictures of me. after that he come over ask me: how come i wear my mask on my chin..
fucking asshole.. he is a sucker la.. i'm serving customer, if the customer cannot hear me of cos i pull down the mask to talk la.. kaozzz.. nao me.. say my icecream very dirty.. fucker.. he call my boss and manager lo..complain.. now he complain to ministry of environment.. diao la..
CB!! GNNB!

den my sup tell me he's actually from the famous every-tue-free-waffle-company above us la.. come zhao cha.. find things to do.. bloody old man nothing to do la.. walk ard with a sickening walking stick and a goatee.. anyone seen him pls hit him hard on his head for me!

FUCKER! LOSER!

Heard from my colleague the company sup previously oso got come find prob with our staff before. CB~!

I'll never EVER step into that G shop!

The two Someone who cannot be replaced.

big hearts! <3>