Pissed

He says i'm rude!
Am i rude?
Mother F******!!! Son of a B*****!! B****** of the underground!
This is rude.

Worse than a rat.

This is rude.

Wadever~ ~

This is rude.

It's 515pm and i'm still rushing for my last report! And Fuck this has to happen.

Auntie (refer to as A) came and ask me about my promo.
It's like... of all times!?!

I'm not to be disturbed! And fuck this has to happened.. I swear i was sooo fucking pissed now that i could rip all papers i see. It was already running for the 3rd time already and she has to come and correct everything i write.

And fuck myself for sounding pissed and frustrated.
And fuck my desk has to be right in front of THE BOSS (in future refered to as TB)
And fuck the world for creating things like politness and rudness.

And yes, i wad called into the office and got a scolding for being rude to A. WTF! GNNBCJB! Just the right time.

TB: i really cannot stand younger ones disrespecting the older ones.
TB: Even when u're angry you should not direct all the frustration at the INNOCENT.
TB: i know sometimes they're abit naggy. In fact very naggy. but you also have to give her the respect. she's ur elder. just bear with her lo. Please change ur attitude. thanks

My attitude. and that irritating thanks is so hard on the ears. Seriously la..

I seriously dunno what i'm angry with. I'm simply blaming everyone right now. But i know i am the one to be blame.. this fucking temper just wont control itself. So angry until cant eat dinner..
I just cant find somewhere to dump my anger. (讽刺的是，我还在周刊里教人如何“正确”地发泄心中的怒火）

Kept calling Jv, her voice always smoothes my moods. *winks*

But still upset. suddenly wants to cry. cos dunno how to manage emotions. too angry but dunno what to do..that's when ppl start crying.. it did occur but i suck them back.. no.. too easy.. cannot cry so easily..

After that want to go gym work out. Den i realised i dun have running shoes.. F****. in the end went to buy sports shoes..

The flying Dutchman says: Failure is what takes to build a character.
Nice.. Now i need something to manage my attitude.. any help?

Last to reach out to my friends: Am i rude?