说“我爱你”(extracted from 张琼's space)

看了好友的my space上写的日记，觉得挺不错的，又带点浪漫，呵呵，希望与大家分享。



爱不容易,而一辈子对一个人说我爱你更不容易.然而爱存在,这絮叨不止的"我爱你"相信也一直存在.为朋友祈祷,有爱在身边的要珍惜值得你用一辈子去说这3个字的人.还未寻到爱的要寻寻觅觅,直至有人愿用一生对你说出这3个字.



5岁的时候，我说我爱你。你歪着脑袋，眨着水晶般的大眼睛， 疑惑地问我：“什么意思呀？”



15岁的时候，我说我爱你，你的脸红得像火烧云，头深深地低下头，摆弄著衣襟，你好像在笑。



20岁的时候，我说我爱你，你把头靠在我的肩上，紧紧地挽住我的手臂，像是下一秒我就要消失一样。



25岁的时候，我说我爱你， 你把早餐放在桌上，跑过来刮了一下我的鼻子说： “知道了!懒虫，该起床了！”



30岁的时候，我说我爱你， 你笑着说：“你呀！要是真的爱我，就别下了班到处跑， 还有，别再忘了我叫你买的菜！”



40岁的时候，我说我爱你， 你边收拾碗筷边无表情的嘟囔着： “行了，行了，快去给孩子复习功课去吧！”



50岁的时候，我说我爱你，你打着毛线头也不抬：“真的？你心里是不是巴不得我早点儿死掉。” 然后就咯咯咯地笑个不停。



60岁的时候，我说我爱你，你笑着捶了我一拳： "死老头子! 孙子都这么大了，还贫嘴!



70岁的时候，我们坐在摇椅上，戴着老花镜， 欣赏着50年前我给你的情书， 我们已经布满皱纹的手又握在了一起， 那时侯我说我爱你， 你深情地望着我， 其实你那已经皱纹满面的脸仍是那么美丽…… 炉子上的开水咕嘟咕嘟地冒烟, 温馨的暖意充满了整个屋子........



80岁的时候，你说你爱我。 我什么也没说，因为我流泪了， 但是那是我人生最最快乐的日子， 因为你终于说出了那句“我—爱—你”

Graduation

Tml's my poly grad.. sunno how to feel.. sad and happy at the same time haas.. last reuion as ahneh put it.. haa.. china life recap eh? lol... 3 yrs of fun and tears.. yea we've all grown so much..
i'll miss all teachers and friends.. life in NP's really great!

sis just finish o level chinese.. reminded me of my own experience.. met my fel jie in between O levels haas so we're like 5 yrs of sisterhood haaa!

now gtta carry on down the road of life alone again.. still in a mist..

Shopping at malaysia anyone?

I wan to go malaysia for a shopping day with you~



PLS grant me a HOLIDAY! i wan to travel, shanghai/beijing/malaysia/thailand/batam anywhere!!

KAOXzz

i was being photographed by some idiotic old man and he wans to press charges against my company!

i was serving customer ma.. den he stand behind take pictures of me. after that he come over ask me: how come i wear my mask on my chin..
fucking asshole.. he is a sucker la.. i'm serving customer, if the customer cannot hear me of cos i pull down the mask to talk la.. kaozzz.. nao me.. say my icecream very dirty.. fucker.. he call my boss and manager lo..complain.. now he complain to ministry of environment.. diao la..
CB!! GNNB!

den my sup tell me he's actually from the famous every-tue-free-waffle-company above us la.. come zhao cha.. find things to do.. bloody old man nothing to do la.. walk ard with a sickening walking stick and a goatee.. anyone seen him pls hit him hard on his head for me!

FUCKER! LOSER!

Heard from my colleague the company sup previously oso got come find prob with our staff before. CB~!

I'll never EVER step into that G shop!

The two Someone who cannot be replaced.

big hearts! <3>

What Yeo Jingxian Means

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore. You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions. You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Azabu Sabo

k i've decided to write a report on my job.. just like how we did for our internship..
Things to do if u're a ice cream crew:
1) do as u're told
2) mix well with ur colleague, gain trust!
3) listen to rumours, decided who or what to believe (do not gain sides)
4) gossip learn about company's politics from gossiping
5) keep a lookout for 害群之马 dun follow the same footsteps
6) do not do anything ur company detest you of doing.. follow the rules..
7) breaking of rules are usually acceptable if a group of ppl does it or if u're do not do it frequently.. den wont get caught ma
8) even on a tiring day.. pls smile and groove along with the limited music available
9) do not chat too long with friends and neglect ur partner.
10) keep ur partner happy (time passes faster this way)

Things to do if u're boss:
1) keep ur crew happy so that they'll work hard for u
2) punish and reward crew respectively
3) do not give unreasonable reason to punish crew
4) do not use punch card??? (debatable)
5) do not favour anyone or hate anyone , fair treatment to all staff
6) make sure u are a comfort instead of a threat to staff
7) trust crew
8) keep constant updates on delievery oder list and crew's working time

now can only think of all this.. i think my shop is a new one tt's y still struggling.. only 2nd anniversary in singapore leh..
haaas

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Allergy to Coffee and more Homo article

I absolutely cannot take coffee.. Friends pls stop me if u see me having one.. gosh i dint know it until today.. drank a Mac latte.. den after 5 hrs.. cramps and cramps ..cramp until cannot walk home properly.. needa sit down and breathe.. finally it annouce farrer park, got ppl leave seat.. i was like thank god those woman in front of the seat dun wan to sit down.. i waited awhile leh.. den hurry brush pass the woman den sit down.. kaoz.. the woman like buay song i sit down wor.. but that time i pain until cannot talk, even got difficulty breathing liao wor.. den those fucking woman in the ever so crowded MRt train home at 1030pm think i snatch seats w them..

say i snatch seats dun even dare look at them ?! (when i was like hell in a pain!)
complain loudly say her foot sore.. (ya wait till i faint on u den u see how la!)

bitches.. den boon keng.. they got two seats behind them le..they sat down and look at me again.. im still crunching my fingers looking down at the floor.. they say "ehh still dont dare look up ar!" ignored. continue gossip gossip..
den finally at potong pasir.. "eh she ok anot...like got feet !" " not feet.. is feats la ......"

anw.. moral of the story.. dont speak ill of ppl.. they might be seriously ill..

(HAHA!)

kk homophobic article..anyone?
LGBT communities worldwide will commemorate International Day Against Homophobia (IDAHO) on May 17, 2008 to remember the struggles of LGBT people worldwide.

On the same day in 1990, the General Assembly of the World Health Organization (WHO) removed homosexuality from their list of mental disorders.

Today some 80 countries in the world still criminalise homosexuality and condemn consensual same sex acts with imprisonment. In Asia, former British colonies including such as Singapore, Malaysia and India criminalise sexual relations between men (only!) while Sri Lanka criminalises same-sex relations between men as well as women. Elsewhere, Afghanistan, Iran, Mauritania, Nigeria, Pakistan, Saudi Arabia, Sudan, United Arab Emirates and Yemen still have the death penalty.

Founder of IDAHO and French activist Louis-Georges Tin has launched a global campaign to petition the United Nations to request an "universal abolition of the so-called 'crime of homosexuality', of all 'sodomy laws', and laws against so-called 'unnatural acts' in all the countries where they still exist."

Days to come

Ha.. i've gotten the letter and yes laugh all you wan i dint get in. with a GpA of 3.4 i seriously think nothing about it now. I'm a wandering soul who needs a job, a real job. Not something to play with ..ha.. ice cream scooper, even though the survivor guy had it under his name everytime he speaks to the camera..

Which way to go? I dunno, i've long gotten over the grieve of not entering my choice of University.. Thanks to someone who's been there all the time to support me, telling me jokes, cheering me up haha.. thanks for celebrating my birthdaywith so many so many presents+birthday lunches+dinners and gone through the pain of enduring thousand sticky stickers and glueing of over 40 photos.. and giving me a most wonderful time on my birthday itself..

Thanks to my family whom been there to bring me a most laughable and enjoyable afternoon celebration.

Thanks to my best pals for coming down for an evening of loudness and "sexy backs" together in our old gathering place Crazy Studio.. and thanks for getting me a perfect gift as requested haaas =)

Thanks to all those who send me lil msges of happy birthdays on my special day. you've lit up my day =)

*random*
Thanks to you for visiting my blog and reading things that might not be relavent to you but i dunno y u're still reading this just to know about me life??
*random*

gotta pick up my life from the rags.. reorganise them already.. kinda lost the jing u know in china for awhile...

Anw, back to where i should go heading.. *boring dull and unanswered*
I dunno..
-wait for appeal?
-mom n dad wans me to go NIE.. since there's a chance y not? hmm.. but all they wan is for me to get a degree la..
-dearest say MDIS sure wan me.. den sure can get in one, sure got a way of getting the money and gg in de.. can study w her oso *beam*
-a few of my friends say they considering overseas.. and say i should go too.. be independent.. ( considering the number of yrs to study and the unfamiliarity *shrugs*)
-work now den apply again next yr? ( i doubt i have the chance to go in again)

ya it's fucked up in a way.. no one sign up for this but it truely sucks to make a life's decision.. maybe.. just maybe i should go back Panpac work? provided they still wan me.. =(

oh well.. see how la..

Ballade Pour Adeline and PCSS and a few book

A song for adeline in french correct me if i'm wrong.. something u hear playing in the school foyer during secondary school by show offs every morning before assembly.. i dunno abt you but it does kinda remind me of the times in secondary school.. haha..

I dream that someone planted a bomb in our Peicai school field within the exercise area.. beneath some benches or something.. i was there with a bunch of friends.. and Meigeok.. no idea why but it was u... we were kinda late for something i think rushing to go play.. den suddenly someone shouted bomb and we started running.. den it exploded.. and i woke up..

Scary ar.. mayb it's telling me it's gonna be demolish soon??

Memories are always soo sweet.. even the most bitter ones taste like melting dark chocolates in mouth..

I think of the customers i serve each day.. asking me things that are so obvious.. i dunno y but sometimes i pity them really.. but hey they're each individuals by themselves and i cant be so selfish to not direct them the ways right?? i'm in the serivce line somehow..

A good book series to introduce to all sci fi fans out there.. Time tripper by Stefan Petrucha.. a great 4 book series talking about a "crazy" guy who can see and mount time and saving people ard him... Past present and future.. Something along the saying yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift... cool right?
The author has a great sense of humour and loves to give us some beautiful take home souvenirs.
Eg. a Poem from Emily Dickinson in book 2 Inrage

"Pain has an element of blank;
It cannot recollect
When it began, or if there were
A day when it was not.

It has no future but itself,
Its infinite realms contain
Its past, enlightened to perceive
New periods of Pain"

what is the opposite of pain?
can anyone answer that??