Thursday, May 31, 2012

Sleeping early

I feel so much better today...
No I feel healthier again lol..
Maybe I can live my life better this way..

Yes sleeping at 10pm does help huh...

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

This is a joke

Hahahahaha!
Now I know why Im crying in the middle of the night..

My heart hurts for hurting you.
My brains says it doesn't care.
My heart wants to hold you tight.
My brain says fuck off you break up with her better.
My heart is in pain.
My brain is buried in ice.
What to do?

Puffy eyes again Tml?
Now I know the prob lies
With me heart n brain.. Which shld I follow?
My tears

Hush hush

Everything's gonna be alright..

I know it hurts..

Like a bleeding heart that never stops.

Like a broken glass window.

Like a lost shadow..

It hurts to be betrayed, it hurts to be cheated on..

It hurts when the truth came from our lover..

Leopard can never change its spots..

I didn't choose this path at first. But it has already taken me this far. It has brought me kinship friendship and relationship that I would nv dream of..

They say it is the decision you made in life that made you who you are today.

Yes all the success I had today came becos I didn't choose that path I'd intend to go.

Things would have gone completely wrong if I didn't meet you.

That's why i wouldn't leave. I can't risk my life for such ignorant act.

I just have to live with it. Admit that I have to lay low and be the girl you deserve to have.

No more alcohol, no more parties, no more Fridae, no more girls looking no texting of any other lesbians. I'll do all that. I'll thrash everything for you..

Yes I like being caged up.
I like being emo.
I like to spiral my life down and enjoy that depressing feeling that will ruin my life.
I especially love to humiliate myself.
Making sure that I get to feel that pain.

That's what I'll do from now.

Don't try to convince me otherwise.
Thanks

Hearts and kisses

The moment didn't come.
It didn't start. It didn't end. Nothing happen.

When I wake up tomorrow, you will still be here with me. Won't you?

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

考试

终于熬过了!
It's harder this time becos I've so many things to do after exam!!!

好好庆祝生日!
Woot!

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Waking up

Deep down I know, you will be there whenever i need help.

Dreamt of you again, this time it's just you.
I got into trouble, for being a terrorist, you are there to run with me. To take matters into you own hands and escaped together with me.

I'm in trouble and im running away... In the end it's still you that bring me back. I'm very thankful...

Nothing else matters when I've got you. Holding you feels like holding the world. Everything just fix itself in place. I don't know how you always make me feel so safe, maybe just holding you makes me feel safe.

No, these are things that I don't say. These are melodies that flows beautifully in my life.
Hey look I can see first sight of dawn can you?

Sunday, May 13, 2012

月圆月缺

忽然想起一首歌

一二三 牵着手
四五六 台起头

七八九 我们私奔到月球...

或许哪一天会忽然又会想起那些年

Monday, May 07, 2012

人生

很多时候要改变的是自己

Tuesday, May 01, 2012

Food can satisfy sexual urge