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好久好久没扭伤脚了
辛苦的，不是那只受了伤的脚，而是另一只脚。不方便的，是其他部位的不方便而不是那只脚。

好像每一次认真运动减肥的时候都会发生一些小意外，让人不得已在家休养。
修养的定义就等于＞变肥

Someone ask me. Why are You stuck with one person for 7 year? By the time she leave you, you'll be so old no one will want you already.

I say I never mind lor at least someone really want me before.
At least I can say I have a real relationship before.
At least i can count on her when I'm depressed. She will always make me smile. No one else can.
At least I loved someone in this life.
I can proudly say I can die with no regrets because Our love made an impact in our lifetime.

And i turn and walk away from that someone.

The more it draws to a close the more stress I get.

Insomnia. I'll get over it. Needa run.

Too much chicken too much crap. Get a life girl. Eat clean train hard lose weight!

下了一整晚的雨终于停了。
2013年第一次熬夜，忙着整理照片。手上只有06-13年的照,之前的完全不了了之。原来我中学没拍过什么照。可能太丑了，相机会坏掉吧。可能是发育时期，荷尔蒙失调把照片全删了。
少了照片，心里难免失落，好像有一部分的人生完全失去踪影。
很黑暗，很痛苦的记忆。开始了解人生，却遭现实逼上绝路的时候。
少了那段记忆，我的人生拼凑起来还算幸福。嗯，照片中的我们永远那么开心。难道说明照片里有很多假象？
也未必。人生嘛，看你怎么对待咯，真真假假，何必那么执着？
忽然有种念头，其实照片不是不小心弄不见，可能命中注定要我忘记的？

20 RESOLUTION 13

1) reach 55kg by next yr
2) learn to use design program
3) achieve a fitness award/cert
4) go for cooking/photography class
5) start investing on stock market/unit trust
6) bring Cashy for a run every weekend