Overcome.your.fear.never.let.it.overcome.you.

the title is obvious..
tt's wad i wan to tell everyone today.

was busy with my new media projects taking photojournalism pictures. i'm so upset because i cant tou pia ppl.. many ppl look through me(interpret).. they know i wan to take their pictures, came up to scold me.. upset.. it's not like i purposely wan to take ur pictures lo.. IF PETER TOLD US WAD WE SHOULD AND SHOULD NOT DO IN PUBLIC DEN MAYBE WE WOULD BE SCOLDED SO MUCH right jiaqi???!

terrible.. this week's a pack week for us all.. INterpretation Oral, Arguementative Presentation and video production filming.. NOT enuf footage! can i juz die? maybe is all the heat in me.. (eat too much fried food le la..)

so qiao! jie call me today ask if wanna meet her and kor at suntec.. she tot i'll be at suntec to collect my handphone (for the 3rd time..)
i replied nokia dint call me ma.. go down for wad? lol in a nicer tone of cos..
she said oh ok.. den hang up..

it was 6 plus to 7 when the nokia person called to say my phone's done.. is this fate or wad? lol
we finally met in the end at esplanade.. jie show me the 2 teeth which was totally cool! most of the teeth i had at home was my baby teeth about 12 of them .. hahas.. all cleaned and place nicely in my jewellery box.. hahas i dunno why but it's still jewellery box..

so long dint joke and laugh around with the two of them le.. missed you guys!!
i'm so dying to go chalet lo.. on a holiday most imptly.. so stressed up with I DUNNO wad..
haas...
Happy Birthday to Gavin whose birthday was on 29th July was so tired after ur birthday party tt i went home to sleep..
Happy Birthday to Mei Geok who was late on her birthday and almost dint turned up for her party because of our scheming plan..
Happy Birhtday to Wenxian my sister... we ate delicious cheese cake from galicier for he party.. it's soo much fun but.. i'm soooo broke now...

Happy that everyone's happy...

Photographs

Here i am juz back from New Media class.. TIME:4.44pm
now i realised i really HATE answering for things that i've not done wrong..

why cant u people just sit there act as i'm invisible while i take shots for my project?? arghhh... photojournalism is damn hard to take.. while documentary is no where better..

TIME: 230pm
Venue: Toa payoh

as i take pictures of a man picking up cardboards from the back lane of a shopping mall.. a sercuity guard was watching.. i tot he was just look at the guy picking up cardboard so i dun care much.. continue my snapping.. after tt i walked into the shopping centre.. i turned back and he's there.. i walk into mac he stood there... i walk out he walk with me.. wth.. uncle use ur brain la.. it's not like i'm a reporter or wad lo.. i'm just someone with a camera.. are u going to accuse me of shop-picture lifting???!!!!

next i walked to the mama shop in front of the library.. u noe... where there's usually alot of uncle playing chess....
i take and take and take until the old man look up at me.. the rest of the crowd say.."orhhhhorrr" den i turn and walk away.. .. wth.. he called out to me lo...

i bo pian had to turned back and ans him.. haiya who noes later he get someone to snatch my camera away..
anw he asked which society i'm working for.. i say for sch de.. he asked which sch.. i say peicai.. wahahas.. i tot it sounded more neighbourhood.. he say.. orhhh.. ok.. he tot i was from wad society.. a guy beside him say he's from the oppoistion party.. omg.. how come ganna into this kind of prob..

after that went home..at the interchange buzz.. i tot it might be a nice documentary.. the woman in the shop dun like me to take her pic..but i say only take the people buying things from her.. i say is for sch only.. she say ok..
when finally i got my angle.. she shout to me wor.. say dun take le dun take le.. (wth! woman! u so er xin lo think i see u wanna puke le still scream so loud like i rape u lidat..) the student who buy stuff from her oso ganna shocked.. she continued to ask me what organisation i'm from wad i'm doing.. (i just told u lo freak...) i was so fucked up.. didnt answer her i just continue to take my pic.. heard her saying something the bao guan copy right.. pls la.. i have more connection with the ppl who wrote the stuff.. u only noe ppl who do the distributing.. (HAHA)

but not all the ppl i took pic for are that bad la.. some like a little malay girl's mother is very nice.. her daughter is sleeping beside her.. den i asked her for permission to take her daughter's pic.. she immediately say ok.. so nice hor.. not like SOME PPL!! haas..

now i had to go out to repair my hp.. wth.. spoilt again.. for the 5th time in this month i'm going down to that shop.. wondering will i flare at the nokia ppl later.. gtg..

*ps.. xinni, jiashan thanks for reading my blog* cheers!

Neopet!!!

Recently i'm hooked to Neopets.. hahas can see that JV darlin's whole family oso playing neopets... so sweet... school's alright except tt editing and camera test is such a complete waste of time.. he juz wan us to do things his way.. if we do so, we'll get full marks. is this wad we're suppose to learn? so tt i'll come out to be an ex-singing champion of the late 80's? wad ever happed to the learing structure of asking questions of "how" "why" "what" and "what if"? maybe danny shld lecture him someday...

easily pissed off week..

mom confronted me today..
why ur friend cooliin always wear until like cap?
who's colin?
the one always wear cap living there de *pointing towards MRT station* hahas her name is CARINE ..
tell her be more girlish la.. so young already turn crook..
i got tell her to grow hair ma.. *eum chio* wad ppl wan to do with life is her prob ma... none of my business
ya la but u always hang out w her.. wad will ppl think of u two? next time go out ask a group of ppl go out together den she wun feel the need to protect someone or act as one..
*eum chio* (laughs secretly) orhh...

hahas i felt abit guilty for siding my mom.. but she has her point oso la.. wad for be a bung shave ur head juz to act as one? physical appearance only tell the world to shut off from u becos u're a homo.. muz u tell the world u are one? wad benefits do u have?... there're alot of such ppl out there.. pretending to be someone they aren't.. i'm oso one of them.. of cos.. they are juz following the flow so tt ppl would accept them or the way they tot ppl would accept them..

i can understand how bungs feel.. to be outcast.. to be suspect by others.. leading a life in illusion.. there were lots of times when i got told off but aunties in toilet who mistook me as a guy.. i dun like boys toilet cos it stinks! so bungs couldn't go toilet in public areas.. to get chased off by zouk bouncers as they dun welcome lesbians bungs.. even if they offered to pay a guy's entrance fee..

sometimes i wish life would be better for them but wake up! welcome to the real world!

Mission Impossible

Yaya...

tom cruise is very shuai.. and i've seen him 2wice on the big screen..

my mission impossible... mom's getting suspicious abt us le.. tt day my dad caught me talking to my dear dear using webcam.. erm pls la.. he only saw the camera on my lap and he demand an answer from me.. like i'll let other ppl see my face.. i bet they sure cannot take it de..anw i dint answer him la.. den he walk away feeling very angry

and he probably told my mom..

who caught me gg sentosa w my beloved darling.. at the MRT station.. heng we dint hold hands lo... hahas.. she's now highly aware tt i'm hanging out with "bu zhen jin" ppl.. (like my husband).. ppl ppl.. tell me what's wrong with parents these days?? if my hubby is not decent will i even last 1 year w her? let alone 3 months la..

who ask me last time ganna bash up by some wild les.. now cant even accept my outside friend.. nvm i've told some white lies.. my husband is my classmate... hahas my lies are soo hallow tt i think she's mixed up oso.. heyy.. my dear was once my sch mate k.. we're both from yzps..

haizzz headache ar... i was planning of telling them the truth on our 10 yrs anniversary.. hahas.. will invite u all de la.. to see their shocked face!! hahas..

sour lemon..

should gay marriage be legalised?

nowadays on fridae keep having all this news on gay marriage legalising.. gay demostration for legal rights.. haiz.. so ma fan.. it's none of their business.. i agreed with da sao tt this might create chaos in the society.. how would the adopted child feel if his parents are gays? i couldnt imagine myself doing such a thing.. but i admire some guys who wan to have a family with their boyfriends and undergo sex change.. so sweet lo.. there's this famous dnacer from China who made a name for himself as a guy.. but he went MIA for a while and came back into the dancing world as a married woman of three kids.. she is married to a European guy and she is still as high status as she was when she's a guy.. i think he's very remarkable to be able to sacrific his identity and reputation for his family..
(sorry for the inapporiate grammar here.. dunno whether to use He or She)
I read this in zao bao zhou kan sunday edition a few month ago.. under interview of Jin Xing.

this is wad i found online
Jin Xing born in 1969 was the son of an army officer and a translator; as a child, he excelled at dance and became the youngest person ever to be enlisted in the People's Liberation Army Song and Dance Academy. He became the first Chinese dancer to be awarded an arts scholarship to study in the United States, and that proved to be both a professional and personal turning point. Aware that he often felt more like a woman than a man, Jin Xing underwent a sex change in 1995; a daring move in a conservative Chinese society. Professionally, Jin Xing continues to push the boundaries of modern dance in Europe and here in China.She went through all stages of military training while also learning Russian ballet, classical Chinese dancing and acrobatics but suffered for having the soul of a woman in a man’s body. In hierarchical and conservative China it took a lot of patience and renunciation to get her way.With the surgical and medical change of sex which she underwent over several months from 1994-95, she acquired a new sense of her existence. Jin Xing is now the only free-lance choreographer and director of an independent dance group in the whole of China. With commercial appearances of all kinds, including modelling and television appearances and commercials, she earns enough to live grandly with a house and car of her own. She has also turned to work in films and runs a hotel and small theatre.Not only has her lifestyle changed. She has also bid farewell to all main roles in the Chinese style, to revolutionary ballet and to lyrical figural sequences. “I used to be a dance-machine” she said once with a smile. Now she is still keen to dance but only such roles, parts and themes as really interest her, and increasingly in an enthusiastic exchange with Western choreographers and ensembles.

well.. a little knowledge of the world.. hees.. ren sheng duan duan ji shi nian.. might as well enjoy everything u do.. right? hees... *winks*
why must he be called JX oso???

Wad a week..Hopes.Felts and melts..

Yup as i expected... the bad luck continue from mon till wed.. HA~ *bitter laugh*(translate)

(supposed TUE post)
I tot i could finally get my repaired hp back today. Alfred say Sentosa trip cancelled again.. see wad i mean? he's always changing it.. and we're supposed to be gg one month ago can??
nvm tt.. Alfred u owe each of us lunch!! anw i dint go sch la.. hope danny dint teach anything impt..

things are so fucked up these days.. have u ever get this encounter that ur ez-link card which u juz change after u lost it turn out to be faulty after 2 times use? and u had to pay another 20 bucks to buy a new card... ( dun say suay k.. i've gotten it b4 lo wth~)
this is exactly wad happened to my HP!! my Nokia6600.. *sob* hui wen are u listening to this????! mayb u can tell ur uncle abt it..

After i collect the "repaired" hp..the freaking phone still auto off after i paid $102 bucks for it.. wat is this? ganna cheated again? sia la.. by the time it started to auto off the time is 8.05pm 5 mins pass the closing time*diao*

the nokia care line person asked me to go tml to the place again to see wad could be done...

i went home told my parents..

mummy mummy i went back to suntec Nokia shop
the man give me my hp back
but my hp is still spoilt how how?
what are u shouting abt?
u pay them when the phone is not repaiR?!
yes if not the man wouldnt return me my phone..
y u pay? u nv check meh?
i got check but the phone is still alright
where u go repair?
nokia shop at suntec*duhhh*
tml i go down with u. siao ar pay them for free serivce?
i told u tt time the phone is old le ma. muz change new one le..
so now u're asking for more money to buy a new handphone??? u pay them 100bucks for nothing n now u wan me to give u money again?
nono i'm juz telling u.. pls dun pinpoint me.. u're not solving the problem lidat
of cos pinpoint u la den pin point who? u pay the money leh..
fine.. dunno y i bother to tell u in the first place..

yup tt's abt it.. and we're not talking till now..(WED post)
i dint even bother to ask them y they remove the internet modem.. maybe angry w me.. well.. today went to the Nokia shop again.. a fine woman of 20 pls attended to me.. she's nice.. i lodge my comeplain and she went in to test for me.. unlike the previous two who dint even bother to tell me what they're doing.. maybe they speak too fast in Eng i could get it la.. wonder y nokia ppl like to speak so fast.. not like they earn commission talking to customer.. the more the merrier..

well the nice lady told me that on the surface she don't noe wad is the exact prob w my BELOVED phone.. she say she muz send in again for a thorough checkup.. (haas and give medicine and X-ray to my phone.. in the end a total operation fee oso)

wahhh.. i think if my mom is really here she'll pick up a fight w the nice lady.. but she's not... too bad.. she shrieked through my current temp hp into the ear drum of the nice lady..
poor lady.. she bet she had to dig her ears after she repeated herself 10 times wad she told me.. my mom could practically blew the volcano lava and covered the entire Singapore.. hahas..

i really wonder why parents couldn't get to communicate well with their children.. now i noe why.. they dun listen to wad we say.. Most adult dun.. they still treat us like kids.. tt's the repetition is there.. Kids are also impaitent to repeat and repeat.. my mom dun even speak much to my grandma when she's at her hse can..
I'm fucked up when she keep blaming me for things tt i nv do wrong.. so wad if i'm the eldest kid? y are u blaming me when ur second and third child argue w u?
"cos u dint show them how a big sister shld be like"

ya right!! so if i'm a lesbian they will become a lesbian and a gay too? pls la they're old enuf to noe wad's right and wad's wrong.. stop pushing the blame on me...

i guess i blog too much today haas... the last bit k..

when we're gg home from ClarkeQuay, we (me and my darling) saw a china production gg on.. the talent is shuai and the little twin are cute and chubby. while we're watching.. two bungs walked passed when the director says action.. haa.. guess wad? the bungs stood there took picture of the filming lo.. use flash somemore...

it's quite true tt soemtime lesbians and gays are soooo self centered.. it's because of this self centeredness tat they continued to be wad they are. do wad they wan. but as part of the community, we muz also learn to give in to the society.. becos not we shld, but becos in order to survive.. this is wad we shld do.. to accept the fact tt there are ppl who dun like homo..

we're in fact not living alone
my friends..

A song for you tongiht (19/7)

=if i let you go= Westlife
day after day time pass away and I just can't get you off my mind
nobody knows I hide it inside I keep on searching but i can't find
the courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
and once again I'm thinkin' about takin' the easy way out

but if I let you go
I will never know what my life would be holding you close to me
will I ever see you smiling back at me oh yeah
how will I know if I let you go

night after night I hear myself
say why can't this feeling just fade away
there's no one like you
you speak to my heart it's such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
but sooner or later I've gotta choose
and once again I'm thinkin' about taking the easy way out
but if I let you go I will never know what my life would be holding you close to me
will I ever see you smiling back at me oh yeah
how will I know if I let you go

#we dint love each other#
*but we ended up in love*
this is the song dedicated to you tonight my love..

Taxi drivers vs boring week

What a day~~~~

Have u ever had those days when whatever u do seemed wrong but somehow somewhat.. it became right again.. after which the de javu feeling came rushing into u?

yup.. it's one of those days again.. it'll happen every once in a while..

the morning was extremely peaceful.. i woke up with a feeling the day would be a replenished one.. *happy* me and dear decided to go swimming de.. and den... haaa~ becos of my freckle minded MIND.. we change our plans to go to sentosa which was the intial idea actually.. dear was angry w me but she say.. nvm nvm.. go sentosa..

so we happily went ahead.. ( i'm very positive i've remembered the camera test i'm supposed to have in sch at 1 today..)
well.. reached at abt 10.. guess wad.. it was gg to rain after we change into swimsuit... fine fine.. we dash back to shower room and ate lunch at delifrance.. deliciously expensive...

ha! we left to wait for the bus line bus at 12 thinking tt we'll be early fot the camera test later on..BUT the freaking bus tt i've wait for only came at 1230
wth... still take us on a merry go round ride to the last stop---- DEPARTURE terminal.. it was so crowded with tourist.. (i went on monday lo)

Heng hengly we hop on to a cab instead of wait for the terminal bus to harbourfront.. time:1250pm

dear tried to reassure me.. "sentosa and Ngee ann both in west side.. shld be faster de la.. dun worry"

" U TWO STILL STUDYING ARH? WHY U ALL COME TO SENTOSA? NOT STUDYING MEH?" the sickening taxi driver asked.

what the hell lo.. ppl late le u still talk cork w ppl.. why muz i ans ur question.. u drive ur taxi la.. none of ur business oso.. i give the buay song face lo.. den dear still so nice tell the driver we came to do research and stuff.. say until so nicely.. if it's me i'll be like.. "research."

den the fucking driver continue to talk"EH WHY U TWO GO POLY? WHY NOT JC? MY SON SAY USELESS PPL DEN GO POLY.. THOSE CANNOT GO JC DEN GO POLY.. YOU ALL NV STUDY HUH?"

EXCUSE ME UNCLE.. I DUN EVEN WAN TO TALK TO UNGRADUATES LIKE U CAN? EVNE UR SON THINKS U'RE A DISGRACE TO TELL U SUCH LIE..

he continue to talk... time: 12 54pm
uncle can u pls drive faster? i'm in a hurry..
" oh u dunno ar? singapore this kind of place cannot drive fast de.." a similiar comfort taxi zoomed by."... will catch by police de.." a red honda flashed by.".. got camera..." and the red lights. !!!^%EW&%%%!!!!

he kept talking until i really cannot take it.. "UNCLE CAN U PLS DRIVE FASTER?" i practically shouting le lo.. time:12 58pm

i tell u.. this kind of taxi driver is bored until want to find fault with teenagers.. they think tat u're little young kids can anyhow push u ard.. fucked up man... i dun even bother to reply old man.. he went one whole big round to reach NP lo.. wth.. after i shout.. he diam diam already.. only ask for direction.. pls la.. uncle.. grow up la.. teenagers aren't who they are anymore... grow up k...

paid 9.50 for the ride.. dear so sweet saccompany me on taxi to sch.. but dear see me scold ppl for the 3rd time le.. so jialat.. image gone le la.. hahas... so *shy*

well... ah cheng say i'm only left with 3 mins to do the setting up of camera and settling the controls.. haizz... do u consider this lucky??
in the end i did finish up on time la.. only with alot of mistakes here and there.. wasnt pleased with my overall performance...

gott'a jia you for the next editing test le!!!!

some wonderful day huh....
hahas...

tml will be a brighter day ba...
sickening taxi drivers and bus drivers..

Ashley

My purplish pig~~ ashley is here to greet everyone.. remember to give her some apples and perfumes when u visit her k... u can find her twin sister ashley under jayvern's blog..

Hahas today is a hectic day for T112.. morning i actually climbed out of bed.. trying to cnvince myself not to go for interpretation... but after seeing that this is LTK's last tuitorial.. aiya.. next time wan oso cannot.. den go lo... dunno y today qing long bang keep talking abt sec sch life.. from subject we take.. bio, physics, chem O lvl paper to practical to F&N (jiaqi's unhygenic indian friend.. eeeww..) and toilet hygiene..

next.. it was supposed to be conlan (contemporary chinese ) test 2.. everyone settled themselve down wait paitently for Mr Alfred to walk in... however, he wasn't in sight after 15mins.. den we all decided to wait until 130pm 30 mins after the supposed time...

16 mins passed--- normal chitchatting lights off...
20 mins passed--- not much ppl studying but chit chatting deciding where to go if he's not here
25mins passed--- preparing for countdown..
29 mins 50 secs passed--- counting down... 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1... chiong arh....

and he appeared...
wad the hell.. drive me up to the highest point den throw me down... for test...
diao la...

dint really do well for the test oso.. hahas cos it WAS tricky ok.. hahas..

hmmm after test.. when down to find dear.. walked ard Suntec and Marina SQ.. wahhh found that alot of gays hanging ard there... many old bungs with their girlfriends oso... abit uneasy.. so many homo ard.. (E.X.)

den went to dear's hse play games.. we relaxed along with the songs she had on her com.. finally.. a chance to rest... we relive the days on how we met and got together..cos today is our special day.. hahas...

well.. as u can see.. the stories of you and me in my the other blog is talking abt my past.. and it's still undergoing.. i'll try to post as much as possible and continue my story.. pls tag if u happened to pass by there.. thanks alot..

The perfect date

Indulge in a sophisticated play followed by the dazzling candle light dinner and a moonlight walk. Hand in hand with my beloved and bid goodnight as we exchanged goodbye kisses..

<<>>>

the day went well with our final reportage filmming with ah liang.. he's so humourous and friendly.. i miss his classes... haizz heees next sem lo.. drama and acting... i'm such a lousy actor in front of them..
well wasn't quite happy with the lighting part.. i dint do a good job on the part.. cos it spoilt our footages.. his answers were so fabulous but the background and lighting just spoilt it.. haiz.. sorry to joycelyn group 1.. i'll try to do a better job in editing k..

extremely sorry to my darling oso... she's so sweet today... wore formal long sleeves shirt and pant while i tried my best to dress up la.. hahas.. got la skirt and make up k.. hahs... she gave me a rose when she saw me.. so sweet hor!!!! hahas.. just like she always does on every date we went on.. (hees cos i like red roses).. so shy.. BUT can you believed it!!! i just lost it in the cinema!!!

i was soooo assured that i dint lose my wallet, my handphone and my keys in the cinema tt i forgot i got a rose in my bag!!! sob... even though my lao gong say
" nvm.. it's a good way of desposing the rose.. (cos i cant bring home)"
I still feel guilty leh....

tt's when i tried to bribe dear dear with pastamania's chicken bolognaise.. hahas and combo 1.. i think we're gonna put on 1 more kg lo.. so fattening supper.. oh ya Priates of the Caribbean is damn nice... but long.. 2hr 15 mins.. not bad.. hahas but on one advice--- dun eat seafood bolognaise after tt.. it's totally disgusting can...

hahas.. raise the sail

aye~ captain

Don't eat me, Dont' eat me...

Drums and dreams

We've changed alot?
Pictures taken on 6/11/05
03/05/06 03/05/06

this is my son and his friend ah mao.. cookie is sooo guai.. candid shot when they're watching tv..

Last night i dreamt of drumming... I was forced to take part in a drum jamming elimination competition.. what the hell lo.. i'm like a novice can.. den ask me to do this kind of thing...

hahas only got 3 players i'm the last one.. wahh the 1st two are like so pro la.. i was prepared to go up and play some simple beat and then finish with the usual three beat roll.. so siaow... confirm lose de!!! Not wanting to lose.. i force myself up.. hahas... tt's y i'm thinking of drumming since this morning...

anyone who know of cheapest drum lessons? or cheapest jamming room? pls tag me.. thanks..

well, tml is our 11th monthsary le.. so fast.. hahas last year this time i was still an idiot flirting around.. haaas... slowly la huh.. the story will unfold.. dun push me to write Insectopia... very stress de lehh... hahas dear sorry tml cannot pei u whole day cos of filming.. but we'll celebrate it de ok?

still rem our 1st neoprint? hahas so dumb.. but couldnt up load here.. stupid machine made u look like a pig... hhahas ya my beloved piggy dear.. hahas.. (sorry ar.. abit mushy today, ignore the orange words if u dun wan to be disgusted..)

Wwweelll weell..

hahas now got 2 blog to write le.. so busy.. dunno why nowadays wanna keep myself busy all the time but i keep finding myself doing nothing... haiz..

our anniversary is coming... what to give my beloved? anyone got any idea? hahas..

sorry for what i've done in the recent past that made you so upset.

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' CrAzY
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance~

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

thanks for letting me do wat i wan to.. giving me the freedom that i once abused.. but given this new chance, i wun let u down again..
thanks for being there for me whenver i needed you.. and being with me though thick and thin..
love ya lots..
hope this entry will make you smile..

Encore?

Did you enjoyed the story on Insectopia? lolx.. This is the 1st online "novel" i'm about to write.. hmm.. it might seemed seemlying interesting to some of you.. hahas feel free to tag as i really like to see feedbacks.. well if you wanna see more of Insectopia.. pls check out the html given below..

http://scriptition.blogspot.com

love you guys lots!!

traces of the past..

She's running...
where am i? what am i running away from?

She remembered telling her once about a story. There was once 5 lovely caterpillars living in the beautiful world of insectopia. They used to do almost everything together. Sing and dance play musical instrument all night long. One day an earthworm came to visit them. She was alone in the garden of insectopia with no friends. At first most of the caterpillars were disgusted with her.

"You're such an actor," said purple caterpillar.
"Stop acting cute with me," said blue caterpillar
"I wouldn't mind being friends with you if you help me collect leaves for my every meal. You can work from 9-5 if you want. I can managed the supper on my own, but no OT given" said green caterpillar.
"Back off, Go to hell," said red caterpillar " you're such a jinx."

She's the only caterpillar that didn't say anything, but was willing to listen. She's always influencing everyone around her to be happy. Earthworm was very amazed with her ability to make everyone happy. Not like hersellf.

Earthworm likes yellow caterpillar alot. Slowly she became to open up as she mixed around with her. Earthworm even joined her music lesson to play the muscial instrument she usually play. The drums. She was very happy whenever yellow caterpillar is around.

However, one day Earthworm heard the rest of the caterpillars saying about yellow caterpillar and big beetle.
"....you mean they're actually together??" "how come?" "yellow is soo no taste.. i couldn't imagine it' beetle and a caterpillar? how to reproduce???.. i think..."

how can this be? Earthworm confronted beetle and yellow with a confusing mind. but they merely smiled. is that all that you could give me? a smile? When you know that's the answer i dreaded to get? the answer is obvious. The hardest thing to do is to differentiate whether it's sisterhood? or love? but whenever she thought of yellow, her heart sank. She's never felt this way before. what should she do? Days snailed by. The rumours were more and more detailed. It's harder to face yellow on every music lesson that they went. Yellow was aware of Earthworm's awkwarderness but everytime she closes in Earthworm back away giving excuses like "i've got a flu" "I've got bad breath dun talk to me" " now, you've got it, eewww"

Earthworm was devasted. But what can she say? Things aint gonna be the same anymore. She know she fell harder and harder for caterpillar..

to be continued... this is the first time writing story online.. pls tag for any comments on this story episode 1.. copyrighted story by Jing. unauthorised user might get charged by me. unless permit seeked.

Killing time

yesterday was a coincidence day... my little (12yrs old little meh?) brother's birthday... idiotic guy.. grow up le... haaas.. but still so childish... and cute but sickening.. used to recall how cute little baby boy when he was 3.. hahas fight our way through as we grow up..

bought him a keychain.. he likes it...

it was independence day yesterday too.. Happy independence day America!

HAha.. saw chen yao and frank in their lessons with danny before our class after which during break.. i saw tan teng.. den after alfred's class saw Ian... omg.. is this coincidence or wad? hmmm normally i would see one or two SAG students hanging around here and there but not 4 different people at different time on the same day... hahas... Is this fate or wad?
I'll see if i got time to join SAG not... really with 5 students and coming on 6th student.. plus my french.. i think next sem is going to be a really hit off... somemore i'm looking for part time job.. to further gain experiences...

To be able to move out when i'm 21.. this is the only way out.. like what my dad says" pls get out of my house when u turn 21..."( if i don't listen to what he says he always uses this phrase...)
Used to it...

I'm not a kid ; apology to t112 video class..

Well, after being hit but my phoney aunt, my mom said i should not tell her things that are so deep.. she's just looking for a topic to start talking on.. *bleahz* puhllleeeaaassee!
but i have to admit that.. i do take some people seriously but they just treat me like a kid. I don't think i look like one since i dint get caught buying vokda, nor i think is my new hairstyle that the hairdresser spoilt! she cut it sooo short that i think my arm hair are longer.. haa.. kidding..

I'm glad my friends do understand me for being silly sometimes but I'M not a KID!!

today's video lesson is interesting enough.. we had John wong, or better known in his chinese name, wang de yuan as our guest speaker.. he's very humourous guy.. and i enjoyed every bit of his talk..

but at the last 15 mins i think i spoilt his plan of finishing his slides *sobb*
scenario
the most interesting news that catch attention on the BROADCASTING field is sex, violence and... something...
den stupid me happen to have a itchy mouth... i said religion.. when i wanted to say racisim..
how dumb can i get??
anyway,from there, he started to talk abt religion related issues.. where he asked me a few questions like how i would cover it and wad story would be interesting... I'm caught completely off guard!!! so ya.. juz impromptu come up with something... i think this is when i took up his timing la... he dint get to finish his slides!! and i was sooo upset even though he say my idea was quite gd..
my regret was not listening to him finish up his slides before asking him questions.. (my mouth la... faster than my brain) he only came once leh... argh....

i hereby apologize to students of t112 as i deprive u all from what shld be covered..

I have a aunt

I have a aunt
who cares about nothing but the best in her children
who dont care to spit in ur face to tell u u're ugly
who think that what she think is always right
who tried to dominate my family especially made my grandma thinks that she need more medical help that what she is having now. (every meal 5 tablets)
who tried to convince me video production is nothing but shit. (!!!!!)
who wants me to get into teaching track. (?!!!)
who say i couldn't make it to be a media worker and discourages me from my ambition. (!!!!!!)

DEAREST~ aunt
if you think that ur child is having nothing but the best pls think again. I doubt she listens to you when she's outside.
if you think that u're very straightforward pls come forward and let me tell u the same too.
if you think that u're always right, i think you belong to my hse toilet bowl's flusher. It's always on the right.
If you think that bringing my grandma to the doctor's is right, please do me a favour. bring her to ur hse!
if you wan to convince me video production is nothing but shit, i have thousand over ppl over her who could just bash u up because of wad u say
if you wan me to go teaching track, please just go urself.
if you think you could destroy my ambition just like that, please ask urself why are u still a housewife after what u've studied.

Aint you any worse than me?