Pukeness

On the Second Day of work.. Gotten Food Poisoning.. lol.. 1st time ganna food poisoning.. Last Night woke up at 430am to puke everything out.. I'm starting to doubt my adaptability in the company.. Thank god Weiling's there to help.. Shouldnt have drag myself to work this morning.. But i'm soo worried about my attendence rate.. Fuck man.. Why does this happen to me??

Had to go home during Lunch break.. Weiling had to finish my work for me.. (so sorry but thanks alot!) ...called dear to accompany me to the doctor's.. He say i ganna gastric and food poisoning.. Damn.. When i get gastric i get it really bad.. Even had blood stripes in whatever i puke out.. The doctor got a shock about the blood and say i have to go straight to the hospital.. i say it only happened once last nite.. And finally he's convinced and prescribed some medicine for me.. (argh feeling very terrible inside..)

Met a few nice ppl at the company but the rest dun give us a damn.. God.. Running 39degree high fever now.. going to rest..

i wonder if i could make it tml..

Not Gonna Get Us - t.A.T.u.

omg.. i liked them once.. ermm not really that much now lol.. enjoy!

Been a while..

Well, i've gotten into Pan_Pac education for my IAP.. Dun ask y.. Dunno y..
Nature of Business: Publication

OK.. everyone has comfort me.. Dear's been really wonderful.. telling me things dont always go my way.. and it's sunshine after the rain.. Mom and Dad told me it's just a passing stage.. a side dish to my main course.. I really hope so.. well,i think i'll be alright.. Please dun make things difficult for me.. Gotta go down to check out the building earlier on Thurs morning.. Best of Luck to me..

I dun like my turst being betrayed.. Esp someone i trust.. It's really unfair that i've treated u with respect and yet u lied to me? Have i let my emotions over take my mind again? Trusting everyone that i see.. and end up all beaten up and hurting myself.. I've been naive.. too naive again.. Hope that things will turn out alright between us.. Friends forever =)

《专属天使》 MV Zhuan Shu Tian Shi MV

Only Angel.. i dun like ella's hair style.. but i love this song~~

Searching...

Been doing some thinking recently. My future seems blurred. I used to be sure where i'm heading and what i'll be doing. But now.. i'm not sure iif i'm gonna be what i wanna be.

Money is always the first criterial, where can i attend sch? can i bring me money? big business?

Everyone else is thinking about their future and planning for U already.. wad am i doing? still waiting for Ray's attachment? working part time for some money that'll be gone at the end of the month? damn it.. life's totally boring..

Had a stayover at Dear's hse yesterday.. It got me thinking, can i really survive out there alone? If i were to further studies, it would be in other countries as no sch in singapore would wan me considering my results.. (it'll be known tml at 9am and i've a feeling it'll not be a good one...) how the hell am i going to get myself going?

Am i being paranoid with the unneccesary again? *crying out*

Video conversation with Jiali throw me into another dilemma, Whatever Chew and Cheng said are bullshit.. nothing's confirm except life'll be terribly boring over there.. Books, school and house chores.. CAN i REALLY SURVIVE?

something stupid that i've done yesterday....

Was shopping in one of vivo's electrical store when i saw ***YAMAHA*** they're selling electrical instrument.. DRUMSET!!


beautiful set i say! selling for 1600bucks excluding sound systems and

no one was around and the store doesnt provide drum stick.. but the display was working so well.. i cant resist the temptation..

i.. HIT it with my fingers..

and this is what happen after 30mins



Just say it.. i'm dumb...

How well do YOU know ME?

Arena (known to self and others) accepting, happy, helpful, observant, silly	Blind Spot (known only to others) able, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, caring, cheerful, confident, dependable, energetic, extroverted, friendly, idealistic, independent, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, mature, nervous, organised, patient, reflective, religious, responsive, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, shy, spontaneous, trustworthy, warm, witty
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Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 6.3.2007, using data from 19 respondents.
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I need a miracle

This holiday is a bore for me.. I know i know whenever i'm busy i complaint, whenever i'm bored i complaint too..

I've been a good girl! i did the house chores, tidy my desk and changed bedsheets..but why Santa? why do i have to live in fear that no company would wan me for their internship? Am i really that bad?? Been preparing for the interview ever since the grooming lessons and none is coming my way? that's so disappointing.. seriously... :'(

Looks like only JiaQi and i are the only ones who havent got a call yet. Aiya, JiaQi you're looking for Sugardaddy , ask ah nan lo.. lol... although the In-based project in school's already starting out, it's still a threat to us if Ray dint get us a job, we might have to end up in school. (choy~!)

I really want to have some attachment somewhere else other than in sch! i'll do internship in Chineseland ! I'm guessing Ray dun like us, because i'm always talking behind his back and JQ you're always late for his class! lol.. kidding.. (he's a nice teacher.. )

Other than that i'm worrying about practically the most impractical stuff you'll ever imagine. I think i'll have a nervous breakdown or something lol.. That's why u'll catch me at the pool if you need me! Chilling off~

Yay going to sing K this thurs with Dear and Gavin! Finally after 5 months i get to sing again! lol..(ahem.. pardon me~)

A holiday would be nice, the feng shui book says it might help my fortune if i went for a holiday in China or European countries ..

Tcc, money spent like water flow

暗恋桃花源


it was full house on that last performance.. great show.. once in a life time experience..
heard Chen ying was there with the year ones..

i'm at one of switzerland's mountain cable cars! the wind is so cold i had to close my eyes...*xia*


beautiful couple drinks.. oreo latte and minty mocha

and yes i drank minty mocha! i'm a fan of TCC!