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Been doing some thinking recently. My future seems blurred. I used to be sure where i'm heading and what i'll be doing. But now.. i'm not sure iif i'm gonna be what i wanna be.

Money is always the first criterial, where can i attend sch? can i bring me money? big business?

Everyone else is thinking about their future and planning for U already.. wad am i doing? still waiting for Ray's attachment? working part time for some money that'll be gone at the end of the month? damn it.. life's totally boring..

Had a stayover at Dear's hse yesterday.. It got me thinking, can i really survive out there alone? If i were to further studies, it would be in other countries as no sch in singapore would wan me considering my results.. (it'll be known tml at 9am and i've a feeling it'll not be a good one...) how the hell am i going to get myself going?

Am i being paranoid with the unneccesary again? *crying out*

Video conversation with Jiali throw me into another dilemma, Whatever Chew and Cheng said are bullshit.. nothing's confirm except life'll be terribly boring over there.. Books, school and house chores.. CAN i REALLY SURVIVE?

something stupid that i've done yesterday....

Was shopping in one of vivo's electrical store when i saw ***YAMAHA*** they're selling electrical instrument.. DRUMSET!!


beautiful set i say! selling for 1600bucks excluding sound systems and

no one was around and the store doesnt provide drum stick.. but the display was working so well.. i cant resist the temptation..

i.. HIT it with my fingers..

and this is what happen after 30mins



Just say it.. i'm dumb...