Malaysia

Hi Everyone


Jayvern's birthday is on 12th Nov. We'll be having a chalet at downtown east on the 13th Nov. If cant come down please leave her a birthday message on friendster or facebook ya? Can find her thru me frienster if cannot load this page...
http://profiles.friendster.com/user.php?uid=16376424


if not leave in cbox here < <>

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and to my Freaking lesbian Sis too on the 11th Nov...

Cow Surrounded by scorpiosss

Love you two lottsss.... of cos you know i love you more right heee...

Pissed

He says i'm rude!
Am i rude?
Mother F******!!! Son of a B*****!! B****** of the underground!
This is rude.

Worse than a rat.

This is rude.

Wadever~ ~

This is rude.

It's 515pm and i'm still rushing for my last report! And Fuck this has to happen.

Auntie (refer to as A) came and ask me about my promo.
It's like... of all times!?!

I'm not to be disturbed! And fuck this has to happened.. I swear i was sooo fucking pissed now that i could rip all papers i see. It was already running for the 3rd time already and she has to come and correct everything i write.

And fuck myself for sounding pissed and frustrated.
And fuck my desk has to be right in front of THE BOSS (in future refered to as TB)
And fuck the world for creating things like politness and rudness.

And yes, i wad called into the office and got a scolding for being rude to A. WTF! GNNBCJB! Just the right time.

TB: i really cannot stand younger ones disrespecting the older ones.
TB: Even when u're angry you should not direct all the frustration at the INNOCENT.
TB: i know sometimes they're abit naggy. In fact very naggy. but you also have to give her the respect. she's ur elder. just bear with her lo. Please change ur attitude. thanks

My attitude. and that irritating thanks is so hard on the ears. Seriously la..

I seriously dunno what i'm angry with. I'm simply blaming everyone right now. But i know i am the one to be blame.. this fucking temper just wont control itself. So angry until cant eat dinner..
I just cant find somewhere to dump my anger. (讽刺的是，我还在周刊里教人如何“正确”地发泄心中的怒火）

Kept calling Jv, her voice always smoothes my moods. *winks*

But still upset. suddenly wants to cry. cos dunno how to manage emotions. too angry but dunno what to do..that's when ppl start crying.. it did occur but i suck them back.. no.. too easy.. cannot cry so easily..

After that want to go gym work out. Den i realised i dun have running shoes.. F****. in the end went to buy sports shoes..

The flying Dutchman says: Failure is what takes to build a character.
Nice.. Now i need something to manage my attitude.. any help?

Last to reach out to my friends: Am i rude?

Just ranting

老板说他看不懂我的华语。

天啊。。不想干了。。

萧亚轩新歌：类似爱情。 我写道：这首歌萧亚轩的唱法有点类似莫文尉的《爱情》，不知是否因而取名《类似爱情》。

他说他看不懂。

真的表达那么差吗？

http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=455214749

偶然发现这篇报道。
你看见我的名字了吗？

went out with Spab for Peisi Bday celebration today @J8.. everything seemed to change.. I'm like more aware of our behaviour than last time.. that freak me out.. we went to watch My Bestfriend's girl and i mistook Jason Bigg as Adam Sandler.. What am i getting into now? I'm trying to work my way thru this industry and i still get jab in the eye with the truth.. Who am i kidding?!

So what working in the media very big deal ar? I wish i can be like him.. But you know the saying the higher u climb.. the lonelier u get.. do i really want to climb this ladder??

I wan to go all out to get myself a rank.. at least a recognition in the media world.. but i dont wan to neglect my family n friends.. i dont think i'm behaving like myself anymore.. i dont laugh like i usually do.. the most a little giggle.. gosh.. life is changing so fast.. all i can do is nod and smile at every joke..

Someone told me Being in control is the most important thing in Media.. People dont want to see a camera shy.. lack of confident person .. no one wants to believe or even listen to him.. i need a guide to balance..

*cries*give my life back!

Updates for sept 08

Sorry sorry didnt blog for awhile.. 

Let's see this time i would like to talk about things tat you might be interested to know 1st.. and subsequently next important, and so on and so froth..

Work:

All is well.. got good times and bad times.. Good time: boss like you. side with you. Bad times: Writer complain about you. You dun get to do any writing.

A new writer from NP mass comm came last week---Louis Teo who happened to be  2 yrs older and is Weiting's friend.. How coincident.. every colleague i have is somehow related to her.. LOL.. Got quite a few movie preview that i went to.. Recent one is Painted skin which is quite nice.. boss sat beside me with his friend david.. so throughout the show dun dare to chew nachos.. scare noisy.. haas.. have to wait till alot of fighting scenes den noisily crush the cheesy bits.. Oh and i saw Jun wei.. haha 

(acted abit hesterical when i saw him.. quickly msg him included all the exclamation marks for every sentence.. in the end he reply.. 

:) 

yes a smiley face..only..

....

but he did reply me next day to tell me he dint want to turn in case ppl think he looking for 715.. lol.. *note along media line.. do not act hesterically in front of old familiar faces.. you'd look like a fool..*

Feel that my brain is slowing down my actions and stuff.. something is really wrong with my reaction.. getting slower..

company did air con grilling today so yest we had to cover out tables with newspaper.. here's how my desk look.. Before

After..

Now moving on to

Relationship :

My family is getting used to the idea of Jayvern coming to my hse often le.. They even invited her over for dinner on Mon.. Probably had accepted us ba... haa dunno..

we even went for yoga classes together.. haahs! 

 but i guess it's a good thing?? We celebrated zhong qiu together.. Dad bro Jv and me.. Mom asked her to join us for our end of yr malaysia shopping trip.. Woot!

Clubbing w winnie: Ya it was held at zouk.. abit too singapore sia.. all law by law.. no smoking, no entering, no girls in guy's toilet.. kaoz.. maybe they should loosen up everything if they wan ppl to let their hair down in places like this??? 

Lastly.. Today.. Had visions to wear lidat.. 

in the end went suntec saw someone else (malaysian) wearing same thing.. Kaoz.. 1st day wear 1st day dio.. ganna paiseh.. oh here goes my sat nite..   

 双皮奶+北京饺子。。。only place in singapore that make better 双皮奶than our zucc 北秀 one.. is the one at TOA Payoh.. it's specially made by chef.. not on menu.. hees !

Sis! we still had a great time there didnt we? AS in we only heee~

Herstory event

http://www.herstory.ws/events/event.php?eid=24

any one else going?