a tribute to PCSS

Yes i'm still unempolyed and slacking my life away.. i just spent 50 over (left ard 30 for the rest of the month?) on one night's clubbing at DXO and in which 10 is for me, 20 is for Jayv and 20 for Weipeng.. Ahh wad to do... They're my loved ones too..

make myself go crazy over what i should do in future? open a shop? sell things? that's wad everyone's doing right now.. and you know me... i DONT like to do what ppl do... i wish i can be more normal...

I went back to where PCSS was previously.. missed it so much.. every tree every branch, every path every stairs, that's where my school life was.. I feel so nostalgic..seriously.. that was where a very impt part of my life took place.. in that school..

The school has closed down.. all i can do was watch it from the outside.. I see the trees are falling.. there's a desk and a few broken chair at the foyer.. the shutters were down.. some window panes are still left open.. i could glance through them and peek into the place where we once had our Home Economics.. my favourite class.. i loved to cook and eat my end products at recess.. save some money huh... the familiar field that we ran during TAF club training.. and the exercise station and band practice area.. pieces of memories here and there.. like a jigsaw throwing me back into history.. the ever so cozy benches outside the teacher's room.. (i couldnt get to see them but the place always floods my mind when i think about PCSS) all the teachers who taught me Miss Neo Mr Phoon Miss Lim Mr Ng Miss See Mdm Tan Mr PE (tan?lim?) teacher Mr Geography teacher who's gg bald.. and our favourite libarian who passed away in our last yr in PCSS.. my funky classmates , my favourite band members, my crushes, my cliques... these are the 4 yrs that i feel really grown into someone useful...

i guess everytime i leave a sch, memories of them flow back to me rapidly.. and i'm still holding on to them..
Now that 4 yrs had passed and i'm graduatiing soon from another insituiton.. i feel that.. i'm actually afraid to leave school.. i feel helpless out there.. sch's a place where u can make mistakes and not get fired.. it's a place where Learners are free to grow and mature.. our goal are the same to graduate... not so much of backstabbing free loader and u always see that BULLIES always get punished.. but in society no... it's like darker and deeper water.. and thousand of ppl are swimming in different directions... u have no one to follow but urself.. to cross the busy road or to continue to stay onshore?

I'm still muggled.. can we go back to the old peicai again?

broken dreams

i've learn my lesson...

if i wanna be director, produce a film.. i wont make alot of money.. if i want money.. den i have to give up my dreams.. cos director dun earn much..

i dun wan to be poor.. i dun wan to study to become poor.. i wan to study until a very high education den come out to do well and earn big bucks.. y ar? y life's lidat?

unless there's other way out.. but what issit?

Fi's bday celebration

everyone's soo happy eating at Sushi teh orchard today.. 25th Feb for fidelia's 20th bday..

oops dun mind the dustbin it's suppose to be her bday present.. hahas..
it was peisi's idea to dump in fi's favourite tidbits so that she can munch on them.. great idea right?? so sweet some more.. it's really great when it's close and humble..


our lovable spab and the dustbin pressie( pls pay attention to the dustbin..)


our bday girl and the bin..(swank!! open dustbin lid)

what happened to peisi's face?? (oops.. another opening..of the dustbin lid..)

Alright.. what's with the lid??

because yours sincerely ingeniusly added some ingredient to our pressie--- GREEN SLIME!! (mixed flour and water)

and poured them in together with the tidbits.. so it's gross.. (yeah! that' Jingxian signature haha!)

and now it ended up in my house~!#$!@#?

fee called at 11.01pm and started yelling into my phone..

IT"S LEAKING!!! thank god my friend is here to help me buy tissue and garbage bag to keep the slime in but it's still LEAKING!!she scream and shout and complained into my ear.. and dumped the whole bag of rubbish on my door step.. urgh.. she gave it back! i hereby thank the friend for helping fi out in this awkward situation of bring a garbage bag with a dustbin.. haha the only time the garbage bag being wrap outside the bin..

anyway my point is.. the bin's not broken but the thing is still LEAKING! why??? because when the lid is open.. there will be a small opening at the bottom of the bin.. to get rid of whatever liquid that might retain in it.. that's how a rubbish bin kept dry..

so..the slimy liqud got leak out when the lid is open.. how smart.. maybe we shouldn't play with rubbish bin again ya? haas.. but hey fi's got a memorable day.. happy SPab..

so after so much cleaning.......... do i get to keep the food??? haas..

Jokes..joking..jokeless

1。Jayvern's dog CASH just bathed. After a while when we get back to him, he stinks again.
Jayvern asks: Cash为什么一下子就臭了？
I replied: 因为没有放冰橱
Jayvern's Dad laughed.

2。My dad was as usual practising his 书法using traditional 毛笔。I just had my dinner and was cleaning up the table.
Me: 妈，我去冲凉了。
Dad:没有水了。
I stared hard at him.. then i realised he was talking about his pen. Mom laugh out loud.

Ever since Mom stopped working. She's become a totally different person. I dont remember her talking to me much. She scold me most of the time. Am i that bad?? haha
Anyway she nows cooks dinner for us and does the housework. I'm so glad to come home everyday to see my room cleaned. And she looked much more relaxed and she listens to what we say. I'm really happy to see her smile.

I swear to work hard for my future job for my family. I want them all to study well and live happily in a big house. I want to work hard for my baby..

K enough of the beautiful dreams.. snap back to reality..

Been doing practically nothing these few weeks.. except searching for a future..

I wish i may i wish i might.. i wish that i have a brighter future than i have in mind.. haaas...(it rhymes...purposely one lo.. 自high..)

I am kinda jobless now and pennyless.. soon it'll be hopelesS? haas.. why? no university wans a student like me wor.. i'm poor, i'm average.. and good for nothing.. how to be in media lidat??

the big shot at SPH told us don't limit urself .. must broaden ur mind (解放思想）must try everything.. studies is not everything.. (but it's one thing that makes the boss glance at you..) i think it's true..

SHoutout: Can someone SHOW me the way?? i wan to work in the media..

I'm back

i'm really back..

after a day's shopping with dear..

after 24days of slacking and rotting..

i've woke up from a holiday dream and start my engines..

pls dont put me down.. i'm counting on you~

i love my brain..