broken dreams

i've learn my lesson...

if i wanna be director, produce a film.. i wont make alot of money.. if i want money.. den i have to give up my dreams.. cos director dun earn much..

i dun wan to be poor.. i dun wan to study to become poor.. i wan to study until a very high education den come out to do well and earn big bucks.. y ar? y life's lidat?

unless there's other way out.. but what issit?

Fi's bday celebration

everyone's soo happy eating at Sushi teh orchard today.. 25th Feb for fidelia's 20th bday..

oops dun mind the dustbin it's suppose to be her bday present.. hahas..
it was peisi's idea to dump in fi's favourite tidbits so that she can munch on them.. great idea right?? so sweet some more.. it's really great when it's close and humble..


our lovable spab and the dustbin pressie( pls pay attention to the dustbin..)


our bday girl and the bin..(swank!! open dustbin lid)

what happened to peisi's face?? (oops.. another opening..of the dustbin lid..)

Alright.. what's with the lid??

because yours sincerely ingeniusly added some ingredient to our pressie--- GREEN SLIME!! (mixed flour and water)

and poured them in together with the tidbits.. so it's gross.. (yeah! that' Jingxian signature haha!)

and now it ended up in my house~!#$!@#?

fee called at 11.01pm and started yelling into my phone..

IT"S LEAKING!!! thank god my friend is here to help me buy tissue and garbage bag to keep the slime in but it's still LEAKING!!she scream and shout and complained into my ear.. and dumped the whole bag of rubbish on my door step.. urgh.. she gave it back! i hereby thank the friend for helping fi out in this awkward situation of bring a garbage bag with a dustbin.. haha the only time the garbage bag being wrap outside the bin..

anyway my point is.. the bin's not broken but the thing is still LEAKING! why??? because when the lid is open.. there will be a small opening at the bottom of the bin.. to get rid of whatever liquid that might retain in it.. that's how a rubbish bin kept dry..

so..the slimy liqud got leak out when the lid is open.. how smart.. maybe we shouldn't play with rubbish bin again ya? haas.. but hey fi's got a memorable day.. happy SPab..

so after so much cleaning.......... do i get to keep the food??? haas..

Jokes..joking..jokeless

1。Jayvern's dog CASH just bathed. After a while when we get back to him, he stinks again.
Jayvern asks: Cash为什么一下子就臭了？
I replied: 因为没有放冰橱
Jayvern's Dad laughed.

2。My dad was as usual practising his 书法using traditional 毛笔。I just had my dinner and was cleaning up the table.
Me: 妈，我去冲凉了。
Dad:没有水了。
I stared hard at him.. then i realised he was talking about his pen. Mom laugh out loud.

Ever since Mom stopped working. She's become a totally different person. I dont remember her talking to me much. She scold me most of the time. Am i that bad?? haha
Anyway she nows cooks dinner for us and does the housework. I'm so glad to come home everyday to see my room cleaned. And she looked much more relaxed and she listens to what we say. I'm really happy to see her smile.

I swear to work hard for my future job for my family. I want them all to study well and live happily in a big house. I want to work hard for my baby..

K enough of the beautiful dreams.. snap back to reality..

Been doing practically nothing these few weeks.. except searching for a future..

I wish i may i wish i might.. i wish that i have a brighter future than i have in mind.. haaas...(it rhymes...purposely one lo.. 自high..)

I am kinda jobless now and pennyless.. soon it'll be hopelesS? haas.. why? no university wans a student like me wor.. i'm poor, i'm average.. and good for nothing.. how to be in media lidat??

the big shot at SPH told us don't limit urself .. must broaden ur mind (解放思想）must try everything.. studies is not everything.. (but it's one thing that makes the boss glance at you..) i think it's true..

SHoutout: Can someone SHOW me the way?? i wan to work in the media..

I'm back

i'm really back..

after a day's shopping with dear..

after 24days of slacking and rotting..

i've woke up from a holiday dream and start my engines..

pls dont put me down.. i'm counting on you~

i love my brain..

back from uncertainty

Back from China le ppl.. wahh just now cannot log in sia.. must be too long nv log in le.. cos china there firewalled Blogger.. tt's y cannot blog..

suddenly cannot adapt to singapore's fast pace.. everything is sooo hectic here... and heaty.. the weather there is soo much different from singapore.. cooling wind and beautiful scenary..

I start can rem how how sick it was for us all when we first step into china.. haha.. only one word to describe----DISGUSTING!

now here i am ranting to go back there.. hmm but 想一想not really oso.. cos not everyone will be there le..

• no more winnie jiaqi jiashan 's nonsense in the room.. (haaha everytime wan to sleep early oso cannot cos they keep talking.. and crapping.. can 偷听what they saying.. like listening to Singapore radio lidat..)
• no more night trails along corridors..
• no more overseas calls from family and friends.. (no need)
• no more little gathering among classes..
• no more gossips before sleep..
• no more tour and hotel and clubbing nights..
• no more cheap Ktv, taxi, chips,
• no more free money
• no more free life
• no more 番茄炒蛋，蛋黄南瓜，蚝油生菜，家常豆腐，日式铁板豆腐，糖醋里脊
• no more winter clothes
• no more 外卖
• no more laundary auntie mixing up pails..
• no more hippo and fan bei bei
• no more geng lao shi.. and tang meng..
• no more homework..
• no more deadly literature and history tests..

everything's back the way it was..

中国之旅就像暗恋桃花源里老陶的桃花源。他一开始被所有的事物都吓跑了。虽然有相似之处但是人与人之间的对话是和谐的。他后来渐渐习惯桃花源无忧无虑的生活，成为他们的一分子，每天放轻松，放得很爽……

中国不是许多人影响中那么坏。呆久了，是会有感情的。人也好，地方也好，语言也好，天气也好。统统都和新加坡不一样。相信在那和我一起待过的32位同学多多少少会和我一样沉醉在从前美好的回忆里吧？就要毕业了……离别就像我们当时离开杭州一样，许多感触却不知从何说起。面对以后不可能再见面的朋友，只能眼睁睁看着他们开开心心地回到自己的家乡……虽然说网络上还能对话但是感觉都不一样了……

回来之后就不像样了，陈天想东想西，都不知道在想什么，想到了该做的事也都没实际地去做。懒洋洋地度过每一天。天啊！我的青春就像小鸟一样不回来……都快20岁的人了还是那么胖，那么白。。

对于你*，我真的很抱歉没有好好的陪你。接下来的日子里我会弥补我的过错，好好对待你的。虽然你有事没事就骂我……我很不喜欢，但是我会坦然接受，把它当成你的爱情宣言吧！哈哈！

尽量把自己的感情都抛在这一次的blog 里，之后什么也不想，回到以前叛逆、好动、好强的我！要加油了！