Wednesday, January 30, 2008

back from uncertainty

Back from China le ppl.. wahh just now cannot log in sia.. must be too long nv log in le.. cos china there firewalled Blogger.. tt's y cannot blog..

suddenly cannot adapt to singapore's fast pace.. everything is sooo hectic here... and heaty.. the weather there is soo much different from singapore.. cooling wind and beautiful scenary..

I start can rem how how sick it was for us all when we first step into china.. haha.. only one word to describe----DISGUSTING!

now here i am ranting to go back there.. hmm but 想一想not really oso.. cos not everyone will be there le..
  • no more winnie jiaqi jiashan 's nonsense in the room.. (haaha everytime wan to sleep early oso cannot cos they keep talking.. and crapping.. can 偷听what they saying.. like listening to Singapore radio lidat..)
  • no more night trails along corridors..
  • no more overseas calls from family and friends.. (no need)
  • no more little gathering among classes..
  • no more gossips before sleep..
  • no more tour and hotel and clubbing nights..
  • no more cheap Ktv, taxi, chips,
  • no more free money
  • no more free life
  • no more 番茄炒蛋,蛋黄南瓜,蚝油生菜,家常豆腐,日式铁板豆腐,糖醋里脊
  • no more winter clothes
  • no more 外卖
  • no more laundary auntie mixing up pails..
  • no more hippo and fan bei bei
  • no more geng lao shi.. and tang meng..
  • no more homework..
  • no more deadly literature and history tests..

everything's back the way it was..

中国之旅就像暗恋桃花源里老陶的桃花源。他一开始被所有的事物都吓跑了。虽然有相似之处但是人与人之间的对话是和谐的。他后来渐渐习惯桃花源无忧无虑的生活,成为他们的一分子,每天放轻松,放得很爽……

中国不是许多人影响中那么坏。呆久了,是会有感情的。人也好,地方也好,语言也好,天气也好。统统都和新加坡不一样。相信在那和我一起待过的32位同学多多少少会和我一样沉醉在从前美好的回忆里吧?就要毕业了……离别就像我们当时离开杭州一样,许多感触却不知从何说起。面对以后不可能再见面的朋友,只能眼睁睁看着他们开开心心地回到自己的家乡……虽然说网络上还能对话但是感觉都不一样了……

回来之后就不像样了,陈天想东想西,都不知道在想什么,想到了该做的事也都没实际地去做。懒洋洋地度过每一天。天啊!我的青春就像小鸟一样不回来……都快20岁的人了还是那么胖,那么白。。

对于你*,我真的很抱歉没有好好的陪你。接下来的日子里我会弥补我的过错,好好对待你的。虽然你有事没事就骂我……我很不喜欢,但是我会坦然接受,把它当成你的爱情宣言吧!哈哈!

尽量把自己的感情都抛在这一次的blog 里,之后什么也不想,回到以前叛逆、好动、好强的我!要加油了!

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