马年

新的一年，新的工作，新的动机。

经历了一年的暴风雨，终于出现彩虹。

个性成熟许多，生活态度也有了改变。

从一个不懂事的女孩，一转眼，世界颠倒下来。

从前喜欢喧哗热闹，现在喜欢安净。

以前贪图荣华富贵，现在简单平素。

从来没想过，在我认为每天日复一日，没有什么改变的情况下，我竟然变成另一个人。

看书成了我的嗜好。

马年里我希望：

-学会冥思

-到英国旅游

-找机会做牧羊人

-短期出家

为了达到另一个领域，达到脱离七情六欲的境界。

我学到的

小学：做决定

中学：决定会影响自己

理工：决定会影响身边的人

大学：决定会影响学校

从职：决定会影响大众

决定好重要啊

Flying in elevator

Can't rem the exact times I've dreamt this but it's getting irritating:

Me taking lift with someone to the top floor and phooh suddenly the lift went out of the building fly through the streets and to another building's top floor. 

Yesterday's dream was me n my primary sch mate Wei rong (but spookily he passed away a few years ago) we were the remaining ones at mediacorp new building at one north. The scenery looks v different abit 3D fantasy world. Then we got to stay there all night to do something. We kept traveling between 5 & 6 floor. I went to groundfloor to kpo and saw everyone's leaving. Maybe the event had ended. I saw a dinosaur like creature walking out to the street, then realized it was a vehicle with a couple in it. They sort of forgotten something and went back into the building again.

Duno why. 

End up when the event over the sun comes up everyone is leaving, I took the lift to top floor thinking that it will bring me to see beautiful scenes but it brought me to another building near the mrt and suddenly I was with Philip Nlp guy, and a bunch of commuters gg to take the train. The scene was v futuristic. But we were flying through streets and rooftops. 

Finally reached the destination and woke up. 

Weird eh.

Annual wage

Average American earns $58k per annual

Average Singaporean earns $41k per annual

I earn the Lowest of the lowest basic.

Change route or change perspective ?

And I ended up in hospital the next day

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

What a joke to start new year in hospital... 

But it did help me realize my priority. 

My health should come first before anything. 

No job doesn't mean no life. 

I took a week to really start to let go of stuff. 

The short pause is essential for me I believe. 

To recover from syncope and depression. 

I like to stay home cuddled up in bed. 

I don't like the crowd don't like people.

Me, my bed and my com is all I need to get comfy.