Storm is coming

Even without breathing i know it is near
it hurts me to see my life is slowing breaking apart.. maybe that birthday i had was the last time we're gonna be so happy this yr..

My dad is getting out of job..he and my mom are looking for jobs every now and then.. flipping through the newspaper searching for the next suitable metal bowl..

My sister and brother are growing up so fast that i couldnt keep track of them.. i had myself to blame for not being there when they're facing their most important exams.. i wasnt there to guide them.. after my trip from china.. they seem completely another person.. my brother would hit me when he's angry.. which brother do that?? i never speak to him since.. my sister found a rich boyfriend and is getting out of hands.. every night i had to quarrel with her over her long time usage of *new laptop.. fucked up now i'm stuck outside my room just because i lecture her for using her computer when i want to sleep.. fuck.. if it wasnt my mom getting upset over her using the com i wont even care if she use the com till next morning.. i dun wan to care about her already.. she used to be such a perfect student with great grades.. after i came back from china i realised she failed 4 subjects miserably..ended up in a fucked up course that we finally get her in after heading to 3 polytechnics in a day which turned her down respectively..

i'm glad i dint get into uni..and i still have my gf with me.. maybe this is the lucky part.. i need this job.. and i'm gg to sch soon..
now i'm up working my head off for KBOX..
no you're not the only one with finacial difficulties now... everyone is..

so my beloved family let's start saving up and forget about the quarrelling.. why is no one listening?

Final Details

ok people birthday will be @ my place on 2nd May dinner buffet.. pls wear either white or purple..

I have to do this as my SPABies have alot of problem deciding what to buy..
Present wishlist:
1) Sling Bag A4 size good enough..
2) Inspirational/ Detective book Cannot be too lousy ok?
3) Portable Hard drive of any size
4) Something outoftheordinary
5) tee shirt that says i'm cool or cute...

that's about it... Jayvern.. dun worry.. you can get my present after everyone gave me la.. wont clash.. haha...dun need expensive de la.. 6 carat can le.. haha..*kidding..

21st Birthday coming

Oops.. you mean you dint know?

Gosh.. why am i sounding more and more like an american bitch? Guess hollywood buzzz does have an impact on me.. I'm sooo in love with taylor swift~~
But she look like a wierd doll.. talented little girl with a fabulous voice..

Got a cd of her from our music guy at work... was over the top when i finally get to listen to her songs.. She sound like avril..alot..

now that avril's married and all that and leona lewis is a fairytale story.. i can only have taylor swift to drift to..

Alright back to 21st birthday what should i do.
I'm considering:
-Holding @K Box yet to find out the price..
-catering to home(too boring)
-Snow city birthday parties which includes;
Snowy Cool Fun Party- 1hr of snow play + 1hr of party- Inclusive of jackets & boots- Min 20 pax- $35/pax- 1hr use of party room- Inclusive use of sound system- Inclusive of Party Host- Face painting for kids- Door gifts for kids- Buffet reception - No outside food
http://www.snowcity.com.sg/birthday_snowy.php

and that's practically all i've in mind... sadly

let me know how you're celebrating your 21st and maybe we could really use thouse help here..

Birthday wishlist:
my birthday always happen during the exams and when everyone's broke.
so this yr even though it's supposed to be a special yr for us dragons, i would like to propose an idea which is easier for you to choose what to buy..

0-what do i remind you of
you can buy anything that's related to that including softtoys but dont buy furry ones my nose cant take it, same goes to my mom)

1-any book(inspirational will be good haha)

2-a useable pen + a piece of tissue + spongebob/flag erasers wrapped nicely

3-a good laugh

thats all.. haha easy la.. cheap cheap..

Night at the Museum: Battle of the Smithsonian (2009 Trailer) Official

Again! Again!

Taylor Swift - Love Story (OFFICIAL VIDEO FULL)

we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes
and the flashback starts
im standing there
on a balcony of summer air

see the lights,
see the party the ball gowns
i see you make your way through the crowd
you say hello
little did i know

that you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
and i was crying on the staircase
begging you please don’t go, and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run
you’ll be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story baby just say yes

so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet because we’re dead if they know
so close your eyes
lets keep this down for a little while
cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
but you were everything to me
and i was begging you please don’t go and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all there;s left to do is run
you be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story baby just say yes

romeo save me, don’t try to tell me how it feels
this love is difficult, but its so real
don’t be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess
its a love story baby just say yes,

Oh, oh

I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

romeo save me i’ve been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head, i don’t know what to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

marry me juliet you’ll never have to be alone
i love you and thats all I really know
i talked to your dad you’ll pick out the white dress
its a love story baby just say yes
oh, oh, yes
we were still young when i first saw you