Storm is coming

Even without breathing i know it is near
it hurts me to see my life is slowing breaking apart.. maybe that birthday i had was the last time we're gonna be so happy this yr..

My dad is getting out of job..he and my mom are looking for jobs every now and then.. flipping through the newspaper searching for the next suitable metal bowl..

My sister and brother are growing up so fast that i couldnt keep track of them.. i had myself to blame for not being there when they're facing their most important exams.. i wasnt there to guide them.. after my trip from china.. they seem completely another person.. my brother would hit me when he's angry.. which brother do that?? i never speak to him since.. my sister found a rich boyfriend and is getting out of hands.. every night i had to quarrel with her over her long time usage of *new laptop.. fucked up now i'm stuck outside my room just because i lecture her for using her computer when i want to sleep.. fuck.. if it wasnt my mom getting upset over her using the com i wont even care if she use the com till next morning.. i dun wan to care about her already.. she used to be such a perfect student with great grades.. after i came back from china i realised she failed 4 subjects miserably..ended up in a fucked up course that we finally get her in after heading to 3 polytechnics in a day which turned her down respectively..

i'm glad i dint get into uni..and i still have my gf with me.. maybe this is the lucky part.. i need this job.. and i'm gg to sch soon..
now i'm up working my head off for KBOX..
no you're not the only one with finacial difficulties now... everyone is..

so my beloved family let's start saving up and forget about the quarrelling.. why is no one listening?