7年之痒

是感情在7年的过渡期之后，产生某种出轨的想法的借口。然而，很可悲的，爱情在这种时刻反而装起糊涂来。原本以为能接受的实事结果成为爱情被终止的导火线。

可是哦，我要说的是在公司上班7个月后的感想啦。。搞点小动作吸引一下读者嘛。。mai ah ne kuan la!

抱歉，我必须用英文迅写以下的感言。abo 没有人会读的啦！

yupyup as i was saying... 7 month already and i feel totally different.. first 6 month was adapting.. now i'm starting to enjoy it.. not my boss nor it's the things he asks me to do.. just tt i'm starting to feel better about this whole thing..

my editors are beginning to sound nicer now instead of just ordering me around.. i'm starting to understand how things works ard the office... really like it when u're in control and knows wad they wan.. eh but hor haaas my editors are quite hardworking ppl.. i'm sure they edit my work until vomit blood everyday but they still do it nicely THANKEW Bbao zhu and zhen wei!!!

this week's i-weekly cover is lee hom if anyone's interested to know.. it's actually quite cool thing when u know u're the one that could be setting the trends for ppl..

yup i got to know quite a few nice ppl thru some nice ppl too.. hidden faces..

a few days ago i flipped thru the older mag we've kept in the cupboard.. starting with the 1st mag from sbc 1986 电视广播周刊... i've notice a few names tat're still ard in the office now.. our admin yue zhen auntie was there ever since i was born.. i've never ever seen anyone as disgusting as her... sigh.. why in the world do i meet ppl like that? her morning shampooed hair makes me sick right from the start of 1st day work.. i think it's she that makes my life miserable from the start..

i saw her when i went for interview.. that was when i finish my interview w jieqi and liling and was leaving the office.. it began to rain heavily.. she offered to pass me an umbrella.. it seems like a very gracious move but after thinking that i might not be coming back to this ulu ulu place again i rejected her offer but she insisted on me bringing home the umbrella which she was about to give me.. i ran away thanking god that i wont have this kind of woman bossing me ard as i was quite certain i dint make it to the post..

who knows!

now i'm stuck with her.. like for the rest of my life in mediacorp..

thank you blogspot.. i feel much better now.. :) have a great day ppl!

25 Randomise in facebook notes

start: 10:33pm
1 i'm wondering why i'm doing this.
2 i'm thinking if i did the right thing when i type this
3 i'm wondering if i can beat the clock while writing random stuff that appears here
4 let's see facts, things, habits. goals what did ya know i'll start writing 5 of each here den

facts about me
5 i'm not so girlish and not very boyish kinda in the middle
6 i just had lasik done to my 950 degree eyes
7 i love attention can be triple A sometimes
8 if i speak to u den i must think u're a very cool or special person
9 i have 3 families (heees)

cool things about me
10. i love myself for being so cute sometimes. i think u do too
11. i'm taurus and i love dwelling on past memories
12. i ponder on deep questions and i love to talk abt philsophy
13. i'm as extreme as anyone can be
14. if i'm wrong i'll apologise i think i'm sensitive enough to see that

bad habits that i have
15. i bite my nails (been trying to get it off since pri sch)
16. i make things up to make it seem like the truth and more of the time it's true
17. i used to mess around with r.s now i mess ard with money
18. too sensitive think too much
19. slight discrimination and/or sterotyping against certain ppl

goals that i have
20. big money BIG BIG money!
21. write better story so that i wont give trouble to ppl who marks/read them
22. learn better communication skils
23. Bachelor in communication for mom and dad to see
24. strawberry farm i want to be a FARMER
25. i want to keep a GIRAFFE as pet

end 10:52

Lasik

It's a pain experience..

眼痛、心痛

heart pain cos of the expensive medical bill

especially for people with high degree like me.. today's the 3rd day since my operation.. waited 3days before i can look at computer screens.. terrible..

i did my surgery on the 3rd day of new yr.. which was a gd thing since mediacorp decided to close for the entire week (save on operation)..

ok back to the operation. first they bring you into the lasik suite1 to get the indent flap made. i've chosen the bladeless operation but still u can feel a tiny needles poking ur cornea when the machine starts.. ah i forgot to mention before the operation, they'll apply iodine to clean ur eyes and some medication to numb ur eye.. the effect take place almost immdiately.. so after that i had difficulties opening and closing my eyes.. haas.. quite cute la.. but look quite retard..

next they'll put a mechanic to fix my eyes in it's position, so that u cant move ur eyes.. so like that la.. lie on the machine and remain still.. and the doc will work his magic..

after the indent, i was led into another room to do the actual lasik operation. yes this is the scary part. he told me to lie down.. and den tape my lashes and eye lid so that i wont close them.. next comes the same mechanics and the same red light i've to look at during the process.. woah after he covered my left eye, he starts working on my right. apply some numbing eye drops and he starts opening my cornea.. omg la.. i wasnt expecting this but what can i do?! he flip open my cornea and the red light just turn blur everything's blur from now on.. but i'm still concious and knew wad was gg on.. the doc was nice enough to keep saying "keep still" while i try to stay calm without shivering in fear.. gosh the room's dark and everything's blur who knows what will happen next..

the laser starts attacking my eye it felt like ants biting.. next u can smell something burning.. it might be the machine, it might be my eye u never know.. i try looking for smoke but cant see anything.. everything's blurish

trust me it's the longest 10 min i've ever had.. even the doc says so too.. my degree was too high to be perfect vision again.. and the aftermath of the surgery was damn painful.. once the numbing wear off u can really feel the pain.. i couldnt even open my eye.. i couldnt sleep i couldnt see! practically blind!

mom was freaking out when she tired to apply eye drops for me.. i couldnt open my eyes so all she saw was the white of my eye haha.. u should have seen the look on her face.. she look totally helpless haha! and out of desperatism she tried to pluck open my eye lid which caused me to howled for life....... pain! i never ask her to help after tt..

doc say my eyes would need at least 1 month to recover. during this period i have to keep my eyes away from strong light glares with sunglasses..

but at least i'm experience life without glasses again haas.. had to wear these protective shield to bed every night.. cool right... :)

New Year New Life

龙人今年会很旺！
金牛、天蝎会更旺！

李居明说的。我们全家都信。非常相信，妈刚和爸吵架也是因为信。
换个人信吧。
前几天Bryan终于把那追了很久的文昌玉给我。相信它对我的事业有帮助。不知是否真的灵，但真的，生活有改变。《i周刊》很快也会有改变，大家拭目以待。

过年了，长大了。好像要开始包红包给父母了。好怪，以前都是他们给我，然后15天之后他们就会向我们要所有的红包，说是要把本钱要回来。好怪…所以我学会了偷偷收点私房钱（hoho!)。长大了，现在把钱都还给他们吧，孝顺吧？

迷失了一年，胡挣扎，失去了一些又得到了一些。
结交了新朋友，也失去了很多老同学。喜欢用Facebook找找人，update一下他们在我脑里的样子。对老师有点抱歉，很久没去找他们了。以后都不知道有没这机会，但还是对他们有万分感激。

我和她，一起成长。很幸福，得到不少人的羡慕眼光。我们这一路走来并不简单，很欣慰有她陪伴。虽然有时还会斗斗嘴，打打架，还是很开心。还有Cashy。（一直相信有一天你会突然会学会上网看到这篇日记。）因为有你我们的生活才会丰富起来。太爱你了！我知道，有很多人都希望拥有你，所以到“生命贩卖店”找了你的翻版。就连艺人都捧你的场哦！别担心啦，你最帅！可是hor，除去的时候要注意姿态，不要乱乱大小便就好了。

新的一年大家好好照顾身子，还有不要忘了我哦！

The T-Mobile Dance

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