Complaints

Was running at the stadium today after work. Seems like my world's only spinning after work. Stressful work. Don't like the working world.. driving my world upside down.. i'm only alive after work.. anyone with same feeling? yawn... tired... still have to worry about work sia..

Anway had a really enlightening talk with Jayvern today at the playground.. thinking of future and careers.. i dunno if i'm gonna fly in my dreams.. suddenly nothing comes to mind.. like i've lost it suddenly after u step into the working world. sianzz... where's the sun where's the beach?

heck it and we're going china.. arghh can i dont grow up? i wanna live like a kid forever..

July the FIRST

2% more GST.. wth.. no wonderthe shopping centre's quiet today..hate it.. we're already broke, this increment just adds on to our on going finance burden.. argh...

Tons of stuff going on this month.. let me just list them down.
1) Drama show "dua dai ji"
2) brother's bday (bought his present 1 week ago)
3) dad's going vietnam.. bleahzz..
4) Finally they're coming bcak from china now.. we're going next month..
5) finishing the dictionary asap
6) concentrate on NAonAO comic.
7) throw in as many hours in building up my stamina for NAPFA
8) getting ready for the chalet with spab $50 bucks!!!!
9) meeting up with my long lost friends..
10)KBOX!!!!!!!!
11) finish up with the tuition job..

can i just forget about the attachment for 1 week to do wad i like??? without caring for the report i'm about to do.. and the f**** 10,000 words.. arghh...

It was great at the white space.. thanks for bringing me there.. =) i'll be uploading the pictures soon.. this blog space like very hard to manipulate hor? haaas..

When You're gone

When You're Gone lyrics by Avril Lavigne.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
out here forever
I know we were

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

When U're gone... arvil lavigne

Flying away

So many things happen.. so many heartaches.. Sometimes u wonder why the world's so confusing.. Relationships' always breaking and patching.. Is this a new beginning? I dont wanna sound like someone else who keep saying this when it's really obvious things are not going the way she wans to.. or is it because her heart isnt with her anymore? I'm sorry for all that has happen... I'm not sure if things will be the same for them..

Things do bother me when it becomes a habit.. when u stop doing it u get frustrated.. U dunno what's right or wrong anymore.. especially something that brings u fantasy.. Killing fantasies are just as bad as taking a knife slashing at the heart.. U'll nv find out what's real anymore..

Fantasy can kill? Maybe..

I'm currently doing a comic series of naonao.. check it out at The World's book fair at Suntec.. give it ur support ya? especially if u're a nao nao fan hhaas.. (not many i guess) kids comic..