(He's just another bastard.. Never ask help from ppl u dun like.. especially if he's well known..fuck it..If i see him again i might lose control.. )

Did i make the right choice? This isnt the path i thought i would be.. It's not going anywhere.. I should have enter JC and find myself graduating as a Postgraduate rather than an undergraduate.. (a moment of pride, an act of impulse) i should have listen to her when she told me " it's always better to have a cert.."

Fuck it.. whatever ambition i have before.. it's just an imagination.. yes bitch laugh all u wan.. U've always think i'm worse than ur daughter.. happy now? What a happy ending.. me doing office work while ur beloved daughter gets going in NuS.. yea everything i told u before is a lie.. I cant be a director.. who else but Jack Neo is leading the films now? Eric Khoo? Kelvin Tong? Royston Tan? fuck it all.. nothing is.. they're just unreachable..

U say "tian sheng wo cai bu you yong" am i a "cai" at all? all i do is complain complain and complain.. the only thing that i'm good at is teaching.. my kids do improve.. that's the only acheivement i've made so far.. a good girlfriend? not really.. high bye friend? maybe..

Life really sucks now.. They're always searching for stuff for us to do.. 2 temps 2 intern on the same department? we have to beg ppl to give us jobs to do.. what is this? i feel like i'm in a prison.. doing the same thing over and over again.. looking forward to lunch time, and tea breaks.. is this what u wan us to experience? initiate.. i think i'm irritating them.. clear kitchen for them? oh ya and get food posioning.. for the sec time..

The only thing i'm happy is i get to meet new friendly editors there.. and watch how the marketing executive rush in and out everyday to get more commission..I always love YG mag.. so glad i get to see the ppl working behind the scenes.. She's a nice lady.. gave me stuff

They've invited us to BBQ! so glad.. and mrs chew i'm not exposing anything that'll destroy the company image..