So tired
So tired
So tired
So tired
So tired of all these chasing...
Mentally draining me away...
I can feel the stress accumulating in my body esp my upper back spine... It's hurting. My body needs to completely relax and let go of all these job nonsense.
To handle two sides of the job is physically tiring. One is something that I like and look forward to. You see a system in doing things. You see schedules and deadlines and people's response were nice and kind.
The other is just pure bullshit. Blames and backstabbing, people turn away, disappointment and failure to deliver. It's somewhere I want to leave so badly but I have to hang in there until my part is done. It's not until mid aug... I'm sure it's not until my holiday starts hahaha! Then im gg full force for the filming!
I think I need to give myself a time to break off from all these.. Tml is 1 aug! I'm so glad so glad July has ended!!!
New look and I'm lovingg it! Even
Suzie says so hahah!