Helpless

When u can't do anything about the current situation.
When you desperately wants to go back to your old routine.
When you just want to do what your heart and brain tells you to.

But the hurdle is there. The freaking caution sign is there. Consequences that needs careful consideration. Or else all the effort will go into waste.

It's just not shiok enough when you have to be wearing the caution tag everywhere you go!

Please heal quickly please... I need to move on already!!!!

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好久好久没扭伤脚了
辛苦的，不是那只受了伤的脚，而是另一只脚。不方便的，是其他部位的不方便而不是那只脚。

好像每一次认真运动减肥的时候都会发生一些小意外，让人不得已在家休养。
修养的定义就等于＞变肥

Someone ask me. Why are You stuck with one person for 7 year? By the time she leave you, you'll be so old no one will want you already.

I say I never mind lor at least someone really want me before.
At least I can say I have a real relationship before.
At least i can count on her when I'm depressed. She will always make me smile. No one else can.
At least I loved someone in this life.
I can proudly say I can die with no regrets because Our love made an impact in our lifetime.

And i turn and walk away from that someone.

The more it draws to a close the more stress I get.

Insomnia. I'll get over it. Needa run.

Too much chicken too much crap. Get a life girl. Eat clean train hard lose weight!

下了一整晚的雨终于停了。
2013年第一次熬夜，忙着整理照片。手上只有06-13年的照,之前的完全不了了之。原来我中学没拍过什么照。可能太丑了，相机会坏掉吧。可能是发育时期，荷尔蒙失调把照片全删了。
少了照片，心里难免失落，好像有一部分的人生完全失去踪影。
很黑暗，很痛苦的记忆。开始了解人生，却遭现实逼上绝路的时候。
少了那段记忆，我的人生拼凑起来还算幸福。嗯，照片中的我们永远那么开心。难道说明照片里有很多假象？
也未必。人生嘛，看你怎么对待咯，真真假假，何必那么执着？
忽然有种念头，其实照片不是不小心弄不见，可能命中注定要我忘记的？