原来寂寞的人也会流眼泪

渐渐习惯这种回忆的痛。

是伤心，是想念，还是寂寞？

麻木了吧。天天哽着泪，也会有习惯的一天。

我去她家帮忙打扫。看到很多我以为我会流泪的东西。脑里只想着“累”字。我没哭，静静地收拾。她要回来了。

我想享受我们之间的这种距离。享受这种思念的感觉。化悲伤为享受。

我们一起加油吧！

what happens when the insepearatable got separated?

PAIN STREKKINGLY

I cant cry out loud.
I can only cry to sleep.
Shh... silent tears drips on my bleeding heart.

i wont cry
i wont show the pain. but i wont deny it isnt there.

我反复问自己

我那些用来爱你的时间要怎么办？
找多一个肯陪我浪费时间的朋友吗？

不想再逃避直视伤口

不想找借口隐瞒 也不想找其他人的人事物来掩盖悲伤

安安静静地期待你回来

我答应自己会耐心地等。

偶尔寂寞一下，不会怎么样吧？

nobody knows.

Never trust anyone who just walk into your life. -Pinocchio.

Exam is coming so's holiday. I cant believe this is the first time i'm having difficulties sleeping because of stress.

If you're not around what should i do?
Blog and feel sad meh.....

Nah it's ok i'll be fine just have to get a grip of myself.. anw there's always the phone and the internet.. :)
i know i will be fine.
21 days.
13 hr difference.

yes i can do it.