Time to clear up

Losing track of life whenever there's shoot...

A major decision was made, I'm relief for the first time in a yr. So happy yet uneasy.

I need sometime to sort my things out in my room, in my resume, in my head. Maybe all I get is 2 days off.

I need to let go of the people, the hatred I have for them, because after all no one cares abt your existence there.

Ohh 100th monthsary N christmas is coming! 

Can I really try to wrap myself up for you?

The kind of job I want

- government civilians

- adequate family annual medical leaves

- good boss

- helpful colleagues

- place for growth and learning

- gives adequate salary

- good environment 

- a great mentor 

Ok la 8 points to check when looking for job.. Fingers crossed to get it! Great way to start new year!

从心重新

曼谷回来，还是心烦意乱。好像比之前更遭。

因为回来要面对更多的事。

更多个对不起要说。

要紧牙根，为了找回自己，更自私些，什么都别想，就这样做我该做的事。

一切都会随时间逝失。

要放下的：

尊严

过去

批评

自我

成绩

要求

心

受伤了

人

还是要走

难怪梦里要点一根香都那么难。

NC 16 not for baby post

Now I know why the FUCK they keep telling me to be humble. CCB

Job

I need to constantly remind myself that this is just a temp job.

Until I get another one.