back on crossroad once again

SO crazyyyy!!!!
i have viewers from all over the world!

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SOoooo awesome! can i just die now?

was feeling rather down today when i look at jobstreet and realised there's absolutely NOTHING i wanna do... i cant picture myself doing anything... working for other ppl.. or even being my own boss..

it's like a blackout period for me... will this ever end? or will i keep wondering what's the best job for me?

i look back at my old entries which always makes me smile.. it's like talking to your younger self and wishing you could reply and say " look at me now, i've come this far".

Then where shld I go next? 

...

Hahaha

看清

我不能临阵退缩。

这一切所发生的事，尤其是J导是上天派来考验我的人。

教我不能看扁任何人。

我一直想办法改掉这个“看扁人”的想法。

像藏在基因里天生就喜欢瞧不起人。

我要学会消化

“世界上没有任何人比谁强，大家都是平等”的观念。

这两天满脑子里想的是怎么准备下一餐，怎么喂饱肚子。

不愁别的。

突然眼前一亮，什么都清楚了。以前平困的日子也是烦三餐，有钱花就够了。现在一点小事就发牢骚，喊命苦。真是不应该。

GM diet不只清理肠胃系统也给身心带来不一样的解脱。

真是舒服啊！

Random thoughts on life

Life is a road of self discovery...

If we can place ourselves as an observer in every situation,we would see things more clearly and not be affected by the situation. After all, it doesn't matter, time will put it aside, we all will die one day. How are you like as person? What you did when you're living, only matters at that moment in time. Our story dies when people around us dies. Nothing is kept eternally. Nothing is eternal. 

Life only matters to you. It is how we (our emotions) make sense of the world. Laws and rules kept us from destroying ourselves and the others. At the end of life, do we still stood up and say I disagree with the law and the norms of people? No.. We will just suffer alone and quietly die in peace.. People around us will cry but we hear nothing. We feel nothing. We see nothing. Do we still see any future in that? Maybe, that will be told in another life time. 

If I can, I would..

-Learn Kung fu

-Learn boxing and hit the ring whenever I am angry

-Jam the drums and play the drummer really loud in the middle of the night

-dress gothic and walk around with spikes and thorns scaring people with pierced tongues and nose rings

-walks around with a bottle of beer everywhere drunkard.

-dance around the campfire blindfolded

-have a nice body to swim naked in the swimming pool 

-jog in the rain 

-run up to a stranger to give her a hug

-clean up a rhino/hippo's poo

-jump on bed and play pillow fights with my baby

-play paintball

-play air gun

-play darts

-ride horses and gallops away!!!!

-play food fight!!!

-walk a princess down the stairway

-bring my family to live in A big villa in Florida

要完了要完了要完了！

Yes!!!! 

心情越来越开心

感觉越来越好、世界变得越来越好