I am fat I am not.

Being fat. Is affecting my confidence & self esteem.


I can feel it coming.

Depressed.

I need to reinvent myself

That was before.

Now I feel better after exercising and wants to go back for more!!

I've forgotten all my gym theories
When your body is stiff means you are not fully warmed up yet. Inhale exhale.
Kick squat kick squat kick squat. I need to work those legs again.

New year resolution 2012

To be cuter than 2011.
To score better than 2011.
To find meaning in things I do.
To live a healthier life.
To improve financial status.
To gain recognition in career life.
To eliminate potential hazardous being.
To continue loving people I treasure.
To maintain relationships.
To embark on new journeys.
To embrace new changes....

If it didn't end this yr.. I won't believe year end freak jokes anymore!

2012

期待改变。

只要我们的关系不变就好了。

饿鬼

很讨厌。

脑里已经有固定想法，还去找人家问意见的人。

明知故问。

更讨厌。

问了还来骂你，说你不对的人。

他妈的。

这种有口说不清的事发生很多次，我也懒得狡辩了。

气话自己吞，希望吞多了，会像气球飞起来。飞到遥远的地方。没有消极想法的地方。

忽然好想找个陌生人..

聊天

他只坐着听

我顾着讲。
曾听过一篇故事。
全城有个和事佬。她个子不高，年龄看起来有20几岁吧。村里发生什么大小事遇到什么麻烦都会找和事佬解决。
很多人对女孩的能力质疑。前来拜访的村民都说她的话很有道理，点通他们的想法。

质疑的人们便到村子找这女孩问她的秘诀是什么。
她告诉他们，其实她什么也没做，只不过很专心聆听他们的苦恼。问题自然就由他们自己解决。

很多时候我们需要的不是别人的开导或意见，只不过需要一个说话的管道，通过管道和自己对话，让自己更了解自己。

我今晚又变态了。